𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 || 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐲

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Zach noticed jacks sudden heavy anxiety that had been going on the entire week since jonah came back and was unsure what to do.

jack refused to sit with Zach in the cafeteria because jonah was in the same lunch as him.

jack was very angry at jonah because his actions led to bad circumstances.

but he refused to show it because zach hated to see jack angry. It annoyed him.

jack sat besides Zach in the music room during lunch as Zach played his heart out on the piano.

jack loved it when he played it made his world pure.

Zach Hummned along to the tune of the song he played.

"Would you sing for me lover?"

I nodded before singing along.

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"I've noticed you don't want to eat in the cafeteria anymore. Why is that?" zach asked looking at me while we sat in his room.

"No reason. I'm not hungry at that time anymore."

"Are you starving yourself again?" zach spoke as my heart felt like it stopped

how did he know about that?

"well?" zach asked again.

I didn't say anything I bit my lip and looked away.
he walked over to me before grabbing my shirt and lifting it.

"you look as if you have been eating. I need you a little chubbier okay?" zach looked up at me after examining my stomach .

"Than if it isn't that.. what is it lover?" zach spoke again.

"i dunno." I lied.

"You've been nervously latley I think I can help. But you have to ask for my help please."

I looked at him thinking for a moment before taking a deep breath.
"help me please."

Zach smiled sadly before turning around and digging through his stuff that was scrambled everywhere.
Zach's room never failed to be a mess.

"this is what you need I think I'll be fine for a week." zach held out a pill bottle

I suddenly remembered about Zach's anxiety. He didn't have anxiety attacks as often as he used to that's why I had forgotten.

"It will make you feel better I promise." He spoke again putting the bottle in my hand.

"I don't know about this Zach."

"Hey it's okay I still have these and it will only be a week until I get a refill." He held out his cigarettes smiling.

"This isn't a good idea."

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SHORT FILLER :)
I updated the wrong book haha sorry my mistake but I'll have another chapter of this up tonight