𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 || 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐲

ˈkärmə

jack and Zach sat together in silence watching the sun rise.

Ever since jack had been on the pills he had changed and Zach had changed without them.

Zach had become a lot more emotional while jack took notice to it. Jack didn't have much motivation when he took the pills so he stopped taking them.

I became curious to see the real zach so he let Zach continue to give him his pill bottles. It was wrong but jack I was desperate to see my soulmates true personality.

zach was not as sluggish as usual he seemed a bit on edge latley. He seemed more excited more loving.

Zach and I sat together at our favorite dock he brought his radio and it played low indie music as he happily hummed along.

"you seem happy today." I smiled at him humming. It was different than usual he was never this happy even when he was off his anxiety medication.

"Oh yeah?" Zach smiled before kissing my cheek.

I blushed a bright red. Every kiss from Zach was as exciting as our first kiss.

Zach had a big goofy smile on his face as he looked at me. Zach's smile was something I barley saw and I've never seen such a big one from him.

A big grin on his face. "You know that I love you so much."

I choked suddenly looking at him. "Really?"

He tackled me in a hug and we layed on the dock in each other's arm.

this felt like a dream. This was the relationship with Zach I dreamed of.

"What changed why are you so happy today?" I asked confused.

"I decided to get off my antidepressants today."

"Wait excuse me?"

It all started to make sense now.

ever since zach got back from the suicide prevention center he had been a lot more sluggish than usual.

and today he was extremely excited.

Zach never told me he was on antidepressants

"yeah I started them awhile ago but I feel so great today I decided not to take them."

"Oh okay I guess we could try that out." I smiled kissing his lips.

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the next few days with Zach was pure blissful for jack. They were finally living the fantasy relationship they wanted.

but all good things come to an end.

that's exactly what happened Saturday night after they had made love.

Zach was suddenly reminded of the night he tried to take his life and now he was a sobbing mess.

Zach remembered it as if it was yesterday.

"Zach it's okay please-"

"shut up! Shut up! Shut up!" zach yelled as he gripped at his own hair as he shook violently. Tears escaped his eyes as he rocked himself back and forth.

There was nothing jack could do but watch.

after all that was jacks karma.

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damn
Anyways no pic today haha this is short and I gotta get to bed it's 3AM

Super short wow
I'll hit y'all with a long one in the morning.