admission to the institution wasn't easy if you weren't related.
Zach's mother forbade me from seeing her son until he was better.
so on afternoons when I wasn't busy I would sit in the parking lot praying Zach might look through his window and he never did
he prayed his lover would get better sooner rather than later
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when corbyn approached jack from behind and covered his eyes Jack immediately panicked
corbyns hand began to get wet and sniffles could be heard from jack "Are you crying? Jack it's just me corbyn." jack turned around and grabbed corbyn in a tight hug
jack was afraid it was Timothy who had held him
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that Friday night his nightmares came back as usual
this one being the most terrifying of all. "ZACH NO!" jacks eye shot open as he tried to catch his breath
he had dreamed Zach had killed himself and he himself had drowned to death.
Corbyn looked over at his friend worried. he had told jack he would spend the night and jack fell asleep earlier than usual.
corbyn stood up and approached his friend feeling his sweaty forehead.
"Please tell me what's been bothering you. You aren't yourself since Zach left." corbyn pleaded looking me in the eyes. His hand rested over mine as he tried to give me support.
"I...I don't like Timothy..." I didn't dare tell the whole truth
"I know. Did he touch you in any way that you didn't tell me about?"Corbyns tone very gentle
I shook my head I was lying
Timothy touched me in many ways I didn't agree with. Ways that made me look at my body different
I no longer felt the love Zach had told me of when Timothy was around
I felt alone and helpless.
abandoned and unsafe.
I didn't want timothys hands over my body but I felt them even when he wasn't around. I didn't want the ghost of Timothy's hands I wanted Zach
but Zach wasn't better yet
until Zach returns I would have to fight this battle on my own.
__________________________ hey y'all I had a bad day :,( I have really bad social anxiety And well It ain't it so fuck
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