13. BLUE

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I asked for your trust because I can't trust myself 😖 pray for me to execute this one the way it's supposed to be. I love you all 💜❤️

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Taehyung's

"What do you mean? What danger? Explain to me in detail please. He's Seokjin, isn't he? They are the same!"

But how can that be? It's too impossible. I was there when we burned his remains and set him to sail on the sea.

"Taehyung, his scent is not the same as Seokjin, you know that very well. Seokjin smells like vanilla he smelled like strawberries. For a brief moment I thought I smelled Seokjin's scent too but it was just very faint and it vanished Right away. And his eyes, when I look at him I feel like he will do nothing good. He's different, way too different. And no one can replace my mate, Taehyung, no one. I will know him just by the first look or even when I close my eyes."

I know he has a point but my gut tells me that I should know Jin more. It can't be possible that in this whole world two people will look exactly the same yet not related to each other. They may be my father's son too, who knows?

But what if it's Seokjin? What if they are the same man? Maybe something happened, a miracle or something and he was granted a second chance to live. I wanted to rush the time and know everything about him right now but everything is just too impossible for me and waiting for the right timing kills the hell out of me. I wanted answers and I wanted it now but everything is not going as fast as I wanted it to be.

I know it's the first day of knowing him but I wanted to know all the details of his life whether he's related to Seokjin or not.

"V, do you think they are related? You can read my thoughts and you know what I think, right?"

Thank goodness V is talking to me again or else I'd go crazy over this mess that I am in.

"Stop talking to me. I answered your question and that is enough. Don't think that I have already forgiven you, Taehyung. I still don't. Bring back my mate and we'll go back to how we used to. Find out yourself, don't include me to your mess. I've already have enough of that three years ago."

Again, he shut me out and treated me coldly. I thought we're already okay, but I guess he won't forgive me, not now, not ever. He wanted Seokjin back but we all know I can't do it. I have no powers aside from what is natural to me, being a werewolf.

I needed to talk to someone, and I know just the right place to go. Seokjin would listen to me, and will comfort me. He has always done that and it's Best to consult him now. I left and brought along some flowers before I went straight to Seokjin.

I reached my destination and sat on the white sand, the waves gently touching my shoes. No one goes to this place, it's always quiet here, and the sun, moon and stars are my only companion when father is not here. I like it here, it's a perfect place for me and Seokjin.

"Seokjin, I'm here. Missed me?" I smiled to myself, if someone would see me, I surely do look like a crazy man talking to the sea.

"Today has been a crazy day, I found someone who looks exactly just like you except for your hairs and eyes. Do you have a brother? I know he's not you, both of you are too different.

I asked V about him and he said he's a danger for us i don-"

"So I see you've gone crazy." A voice suddenly popped out of nowhere and I looked up to see someone standing beside me.

"Jin? What are you doing here? I thought you already left?" I got up and faced him, taking a better look at his face. I'm right they sure do look alike. Not even a little bit of difference, except for the eyes and hair.

He is looking back at me intently and I can see his eyes changed colors, from greenish gold to blue? Am I seeing it right or my mind is playing with me? I blinked a few times and saw that it's still the same golden eyes. Maybe I was just imagining things. I really thought I saw him have the same eye color as Seokjin.

"Taehyung? Are you listening to me? Or are you busy daydreaming?" I snapped out of my thoughts and didn't heard him answer my question. I surely do look like a fool in front of him now.

"I'm sorry, I thought your eyes changes color and I got distracted." I said to him truthfully. What's the point of lying?

"You are indeed crazy, first, you talk to the sea as if you are best friends, now you think I change I colors? What's gotten into you?" Jin laughed at him mockingly.

"I'm talking to my mate. He's already gone and we sent him off to the sea. I don't have a lot of friends and no one understands me, it's only him that calms me down. I just missed him so much."

Jin shuts up as he sensed that I became all gloomy and sad at the thought of Seokjin, I decided that I'll continue on telling him what I have in mind, after all I needed some answers and maybe it's one way to get those answers I seek for.

"His name is Seokjin, he looks exactly like you but his eyes were the most beautiful shade of blue. He's a white wolf, the last of his kind. I didn't took care of him and he died because of me. That's why when I saw you, I instantly asked you if you have a twin, because it's impossible that you are him. Too impossible, please forgive me if I freaked you out. I didn't mean to. I just missed him so much. I never thought it's possible to love someone that doesn't exist but here I am doing all the opposites of what I believe in."

Jin didn't spoke a single word and just looked at me. I don't know what's going on in his mind. I can't read him. He's too mysterious.

"I am not him. I'm Jin. I don't have a twin, because if I do, then we'll be mates. That's how it works. Your Wolf and my wolf didn't say anything to us right? I'm not related to your Seokjin. Stop fantasising things and focus on ruling your pack."

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