Reject It? Regret It.

Chapter 1: Living the life of Trouble.

Chapter 1: Living the life of Trouble.

Word count: 1000 words

Caitlin's POV:

Oh, well, hello there young one.
I'm Caitlin, but I prefer to be called anything but that.
I find it too girly, I mean, just listen to it.
Caitlin.

See how bland and boring it sounds?
Not that I have anything against the name, I just prefer other names more.
What kind of names you ask?
Well, I'm going to tell you because I'm so nice..
Just kidding, I'm not.

Anyways, I'm known as many names by the pack actually.
Caitlin by all the adults of the pack and the Alpha.
Cait by my family.
Slut, Bitch or Whore by the pack's sluts.
They actually never fail to amuse me. Calling me a slut when all I do is flirt.
And last but not least, Trouble, by the Alpha's son and his girlfriend, well my best friend.

The Alpha's son and I are good friends because of my best friend actually.
In school, I usually just annoy him but we get along anyway, because he annoys me just as much when we're at the pack house.
His name's Dylan. Dylan Fields.

I'm not going to lie, but he's attractive, like damn.
He has a perfect shade of blue eyes and brown hair which is always perfectly styled.
I admit that I had a few feelings for him when we were younger, but hey, I'm actually happy that he's with my best friend.

Who's my best friend you ask?
Her name's Lucy. Lucy Santiago.
I remember when she moved here, she was only seven and I was her first friend.

She's my complete opposite actually.
Although she possesses similar looks as me, her personality is way different.
I know that it's her personality which brought Dylan closer to her, because if it was the looks, than he could have most likely gone with me, I mean, we look like we're twins!

Enough about the Alpha's son, Cait!
Her hair is a perfect shade of brown which slowly cascades down her shoulders and ends just a little above her breasts, her eyes are a chocolate shade of brown, which anyone can tell, holds many secrets.
Her personality.
Well, what do I say? She's into reading a lot and daydreams quite a lot.
She holds a lot of innocence, something which I hardly flaunt out.

And me?
I have a dark brown shade of locks which also cascade down my shoulders but ends a little under my breasts.
My hair's always quite wavy or curled, so I know that if it is straightened, it would be way longer.
My eyes are a dull old brown which to be honest, I know for a fact hardly attracts anyone.

What people are attracted to is my body.
They call it the "perfect" body, because I'm not overweight, nor anorexic.
But that's what I hate.
Everyone is attracted to the body I have. Not my soul.
No one looks beyond the body to the personality or the feelings.
They just assume that I'm like every other girl out there, a Slut.

But I'm not. Yes, I play guys, but what do you expect?
No one gives me the attention they do for any other reason but my body.
I've never slept with any of those idiots. Because deep down inside, I'm quite pure.

Now, the topic which I have dread the most throughout this introduction.
The term 'mate'.
Well, I'm guessing you already know about mates and shit, but if you don't, I'm going to be kind enough to break it down for you!

Mates. They're your 'soulmates' which have been picked out for you by the wonderful moon goddess herself.
Usually, by the ages of 17-18, many males who live as werewolves find their mates.
It's very rare to find a mate who's a human.
I don't believe in mates.
I know for a fact that he'll either reject me because of a flaw I have or accept me because of my body.
So, since the Alpha's son's birthday was close, I'm guessing he was going to meet his mate soon as he's nearly 17.

What I actually dread about that the most is that what if it's not Lucy?
She's my best friend and you can clearly see the passion they hold for each other.
Just thinking of either of them hurt is a scary thought because they're normally the most joyful people. I couldn't imagine Dylan with anyone else.

Heck, I couldn't even picture him with me!
So the only wish I really have is that Lucy is happy, and so is Dylan.
Dylan's the only person I've had a crush on.
I'm not going to lie and say that I was oh so jolly happy when I saw Dylan and Lucy together but I did manage to push my feelings aside and let her be happy for once.

I remember when I first saw them holding hands.
I had to push aside my feelings for him and in order to do that I had to stay away from him.
But that was impossible, thanks to Ms. Santiago.
She forced us to bond, and since then I've kept pushing my feelings aside and smiled, trying to accept the fact that Dylan would never want me.

Since then I've just accepted the fact that I would never be as good as Lucy either.
I let her have him.
The only person I ever developed feelings for and I knew he was her first crush aswell, but hey, I couldn't control fate, could I?
She deserved to be happy with the person she loved and vice versa.

But anyways, I hope I'm over all this sappy crap now, because it's been two years since they first got together.
I mean, I couldn't ever be in love with him, could I?
Yeah, no. I know I'm not.

So that's my life story, but who would have known, that my life would dramatically change?