Jennie's POV
I busied myself doing some works that Chaeyoung want me to do. When suddenly Jisoo sat on the chair in front of me I just ignore her and continue what I was doing. I already know what she want, she'll just lecture me on why I always treat Lisa like that.
"Je--"
"Quit it unnie" Jisoo just sigh
"Fine. But don't forget the party next week, okay?"
I just nod my head at her. I heard her footsteps walking away making me release a breathe that I didn't know I was holding. Talking about Lisa makes me hate her even more cause I feel like she's the victim her even if she's not. Since Lisa is in the picture they always make me feel that I am the bad girl here and Lisa is not. I am just doing this for me and my kids. But who am I kidding? Pushing her away breaks my heart too and I know it's still her. My love for Lisa is never gone but it's getting stronger day by day especially on how she takes care of our kids and makes them happy. That's why I always ignore it. I know Lisa did a mistake just once and I know that I already forgive her but my mind can't forget. She already hurted me once, I spent years to build myself again and coming back to the person who once broke you is a shit.
Later that evening I invited Chaehee for dinner at Lisa's house. Lisa didn't know about this but who cares it is a part of the plan to make Lisa hate me then leave us.
"I'm home" I shouted. I heard a footsteps shuffling then Lily and Leo came in view running towards me but stop when they saw Chaehee behind me.
"Won't you give mommy a hug?" The two slowly walk to me still confused to who's this woman behind me but still give me a hug.
"Lily, Leo, this is Chaehee. You can call her aunt chaehee." The two just stared at me then slowly nod their heads. Lily then walk back to where they came same as Leo. I just shake my head at them then look at Chaehee apologetically. She give me a smile telling me that it's okay then softly squeeze my hand.
We proceed to the dining room. The three are talking cartoons again then stop when they heard me cleared my throat. Lisa look at me with a smile but slowly faded when she saw a person behind me. I drag Chaehee towards the table.
"Chaehee that is Lisa my friend" Chaehee give Lisa a smile then bow.
"And Lisa this is Chaehee my girlfriend." Lisa smile widely then extend her hand for a hand shake which caught me off guard.
"Nice to meet you Chaehee."
"Same to you Lisa" Chaehee replied. Chaehee still doesn't know that Lisa is the twins mother cause I don't know how to explain it to her that Lisa has a dick and she might find it funny. Seeing Lisa being calm makes me irritates even more, I don't know why but I like to see her being jealous.
Lisa and Chaehee are just talking through out the dinner which made me look at Lisa suspiciously. I don't know if she's just acting nice towards Chaehee. And me on the other hand tried my best to make Lisa jealous but she didn't seems to bother.
When Chaehee is already gone I walk towards the kitchen where the kids at, Lisa is washing the dishes while talking to the kids. Suddenly Leo ask Lisa that made me stop walking
"Why is mommy kissing that woman?" Lisa look at him mouth slightly agape second later compose herself then replied
"Do your mommy also kiss you?" Lisa ask making the twins nod their heads. She give them a smile first before continuing
"Your mommy kiss you it's because she loves the both of you."
"So, it means mommy also love that woman?" This time it's Lily who ask. Lisa nod her head and smile at them
"But why we didn't see you and mommy kiss? Is that mean mommy doesn't love you?" Leo's questions make my heart pounding hard against my chest, If you guys only knew. I look at Lisa waiting for her answer. She tried to open her mouth to compose a word but nothings came up
"It's because your mama and me doesn't want the two of you see us kissing." This time I interrupt them saving Lisa. Leo pout his lips then said
"But I want to see you and mama kissing than that woman, please." Leo plead.
At this young age this two are very observant and smart, that's why I'm being careful to what I always say or do when this two are around cause no way they let it slide without explaining or giving it to them.
I look at the kids who's already looking at us with a hope. I just sigh then walk to Lisa. It's just a kiss right? Lisa's eyes widen when I am already in her front. I close my eyes then lean in to Lisa waiting for her lips to meet mine but instead I felt her thumb. I open my eyes to see Lisa closing her eyes while her thumb is on my lips and her lips is at the other side of her thumb at this angle we look like we were kissing, her breathing is brushing against my cheek. I really wanted to slap Lisa this time for not kissing me. Am I really hoping that Lisa would kiss me? Lisa then pull back and give me a small smile which I wanted it to erase. Is she really giving up? Is my plan really work?
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