dear choi hyunsuk~ (2019)

january 20th

‹ 💌 1.20.19›

hello hyunsukkie!!

it's our 50 days today! i wrote you a public paragraph for my fanpage but i think i can get a lil sappier now that i'm talking to you in private (.づ◡﹏◡)づ.

you know, when i started watching ygtb i never knew it'd have such a strong impact on my life, and by that i mean, finding you~ for real, i was just looking for something to watch bc i just finished binging nct life, and then my youtube recommended the show to me, i'll never forget how i felt when i first saw you
（｡≧◇≦）ﾉ i just knew, in my heart, that i'd hold you very dear to me, and as the days pass that still stands true, and the feeling gets stronger every day

oh, i saw too, that jeongwoo got announced as the 5th debut member, i'm really happy for him of course, but the feeling of being scared for you is outweighing anything positive for jeongwoo (◞‸◟；) this whole situation is so frustrating and it makes me feel powerless, but i know it's much worse for you (＃＞＜) i just wish things could work out in team a&jihoon's favour :( you all deserve it a lot. i know the others do too but it's just frustrating >_<

like i always say, i'll be here for you regardless, but i know you wanna debut so bad, and i want you to as well, thinking otherwise is rly upsetting ... (๑ ˊ͈ ᐞ ˋ͈ )ƅ̋

i'll stop writing bc i don't wanna be a big bummer. but i hope more than anything you make it😔