dear choi hyunsuk~ (2019)

april 20th/21st

‹ 💌 4.20.19›

Hey, bday boy :3

Out of all the days in the year, today holds the utmost significance. To me, your birthday is more than a birthday, it's a holiday (I know it's cheesy, I'm sorry, my letters are always so cheesy.) You're important to me, so it's a given YOUR day, your birthday, will be very special to me. I can never convey it in words but the feeling there is so strong, the love there. The day you were born was already the best day of my life, and I hadn't even existed yet. You're the key to my happy existence, even if I'm not well all the time, you're always there to fix it.

You're a real life angel and I'm certain of it, so I hope you have an amazing day. It's what you deserve! You're one of the most kind, caring and selfless people I know. You inspire me every day and have gotten me through some of the worst times in my life. Without you, I'd be nothing. When I think about people who deserve amazing things, you always are one of the first to come to mind.

I think I've used up all the ways to express how I love you. There's not enough words I know in English/Korean, (or even the little Spanish I know lol) to get across the magnitude of how I feel, but that won't stop me, especially today. I suppose I shouldn't make it sappy like usual, perhaps even short and sweet would make it better, but let's just keep it all on you~

You always work so hard and I admire you greatly for that! But atleast today you get to have a rightfully earned rest, I really want you to take it easy, okay? You've been through so much over the past few years, and you're still quite busy I'm sure with debut preparations, and I won't make full assumptions til it's confirmed, but everyone thinks you're the leader (I hope you are) and if that's true, I'm sure you're busy taking care of the boys too~ I hope you get to have a nice and relaxing day, please take it easy. You really have earned a rest, alright?

I cant think of much else to say, and I'm sorry..But I really hope you have a magical day. I love you ^^

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‹ 💌 4.21.19›

hey angel!!

it's the last day of your two-day bday 🥺 (two days bc timezones heheheee if you forgot) it's only the two day for me technically, but i hope the energy i sent sent you was extra great!!

i hope your bday was super perfect though 💛💛 i hope you got everything you wanted and everyone treated you even better than normal 🥺💛

i hope you're doing well today, too~! i love you lots okay? take care of yourself well!!! mwah

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** I just merged the two letters since I wrote it like a 2-day birthday letter sort of thing ~\(≧▽≦)/~ I hope you all don't mind
(I did put them in separate notes in my phone tho sksks sorry-)