dear choi hyunsuk~ (2019)

april 8th

‹ 💌 4.8.19›

hyunsuk.

almost 100 days of this..writing you. so long now, yet i still can't capture my feelings towards you accurately. i've always enjoyed writing, but my enjoyment has grown tenfolds since the time i've started writing these for you~ ^^ i know they're not always well written..quite honestly they're very bad, but my love for you is very big so trying to express it helps get that energy out, and hopefully to you.

you're everything to me... you have been, for so long now, and forever from now i'll always feel the same. no matter what happens, i promise to always stick by you~ i believe my heart connected to yours, my soul resonates with you and that's probably why you're so comforting to me.

honestly, it still delightfully surprises me every day, the connection i feel with you. i've never had it like this before, with anyone. it's really special, and i'll always treasure (hehe, get it~ ;;;;)) you^^

sorry, this strayed away from my normal pattern of how i write you. but i really felt like saying this stuff...but i know it's really cringe worthy.

but i still wanna include the usual, i hope you're okay and having a good day. i hope you're happy and taking care of yourself. your well-being is honestly more important to me than my own, but don't worry, i take care of myself only for you. i cant keep up with you and give you my love if i'm ill, so i try to stay healthy :)

but i love you so much, okay? i'm sorry i can't express myself better...let's talk more tomorrow, yeah?

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** I don't wanna edit the main part of the letter, cause I wanna keep it exactly the way it is in my phone, but just a heads up, I'm 90% sure I meant 200 days and not 100? Since we had our 100 already i'M SORRY ABOUT THIS 。・゜・(ノД')・゜・。