dear choi hyunsuk~ (2019)

february 25th

‹ 💌 2.25.19›

Hi Hyunsukkie :-) I'm feeling extra emotional today so I wrote a little more in depth u.u

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Everyday with you is filled with so much love and good energy, as time passes I fall more and more in love with you, but today is to a much stronger magnitude~ I'm just feeling extra affectionate? I want nothing more than to smother you in all the love I withold in my entire being because that's what you deserve, you know? I just never thought I'd be able to love someone this strongly, but here we are in the present, and I'm over here feeling as if every day is Valentine's day. I'm so glad the universe brought me to you, I'm aware now one of my life's purposes; you could even say it's the biggest one, that being to give you all the love I can offer, every single day.

Things waver, people come and go, my career isn't guaranteed(meaning even when I start I'm not promised a long career, I could get a bad injury and that'd stop everything, but alas) The only thing that'll be constant, will always be you. through thick and thin, I can promise you'll always have me, and pardon me if this sounds odd, but I feel the same from you. I know that sounds peculiar, given that you very likely don't even know I exist. What I mean by that, is just that no matter what, I'll always have my videos and pictures of you, new or old, to look at when I need them(and that's a lot) because you're my number one source of comfort. I'm just really thankful I have you, and I'm very thankful for my friends of course, but I'm just so scared of them leaving me one day, it's happened so many times. I don't blame them, but there's so many people I miss and it's hard sometimes, but I can always take solace in the fact you're a guaranteed figure in my life.

I don't know what I'd do without you, really. I think I'd be in a bad spot, but you saved me, I wish I could help you through the bad times too. I'd do absolutely anything, it's the least I could do..But all I can do right now is my fanpage, I try my very best to spread love for you. That page is my utmost pride and joy, every day I spend so much time with sharing content and engaging people to just talk about things they love about you or just spread general good energy in your direction, everything I do has you within my intentions hehee.

You're the light of my life— you're my sun, my moon, and my stars. My absolute everything :) I love you so much you have no idea ㅠ ㅅ ㅠ

I hope you're having a good day bc you really deserve it~ remember, don't overwork yourself u.u i love u !