HYUNSUK hello i'm so happy oh my god i woke up to a video of you guys and i'm literally gonna cry already, it feels so nice to see you again. !!!! you're like my other half i feel incomplete if i don't see you after too long—
i'm really tired so idk what else to say~ i'll write after the live !
[8:44am]
i'm just filled with so much love i could cry?? you're the best thing that's happened to me and oh my god seeing you again just made me so emotional (in a good way)??
also side note
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ur drawing oh my god?? it's so cute PLEASE teach me lmao i'm in desperate need—
anyway i'm just so happy but i don't wanna be annoyingly repetitive so i'll write you again later (after i have more energy probably 🤧💗)
[11:04pm]
i never got the aforementioned energy so i apologize!!!!! i wanted to write more but i couldn't think of anything to say :( i wrote you another letter earlier and it's worded better so i'll close this main letter with that 🥵💖
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안녕 현석아~ Today, more so than usual, I'm overflowing with extra love and admiration for you, thanks to the vlive~ Times of deprivation from you are so hard on me. I always try to remind myself that it's okay, you're okay and I shouldn't rush anything and just await you patiently and try not to complain, but as I've said many times, to friends and in letters or captions, you're my other half—and when someone is deprived of their other half, it's a given they're going to feel incomplete, I rely on you for a lot of things, and I'll always have old content, but nothing beats getting to see new things of you. As I had expected though, the long awaited vlive was so worth it.
I'm not a morning person, you have to literally rip me from my bed and my plushies to get me up early, but only you have the power to get me up at these ungodly hours. The excitement I felt was like no other, from the moment I lifted my head from my pillow~ Since I woke up with some time to spare, I chose to spend some of the time to write your main letter (which I'm still adding onto throughout the course of the day~) and check instagram of course, to see others sharing my excitement— and I found plenty of that, but what else I found, was like a happy bonus, that video of you guys on the treasure Instagram. I was like a prelude to the live, and I was extra excited from that point and I didn't even believe it was possible to feel any more enthused. Despite the early hours, I felt adrenaline and happy energy course through me~ Not many can do that for me.
Then when we finally got to the live, and I saw you— all felt right again. In that moment no problems in the world existed, my soul felt envigorated and it felt like it was just me and you. I love all the boys with my whole being, but I can't help it, you're who my heart has chosen so naturally you get the most of my attention. Even when you weren't talking I was happy to just see you after so long. But hearing your voice again, seeing your smile and just seeing you, there's not a better feeling in the world. As always you looked absolutely captivating, dark hair suits you very well, and you can rock any outfit—but pastel pink is my favourite colour so my heart soared even more than normal at the sight of you~
Everyone is so lucky to have you in their lives, you're just the most perfect person and I always feel awe-struck when I watch you, sometimes I feel like you're something I imagined, because how can someone this perfect be real? I'm so glad the rest of the boys have someone like you in their lives. I'm not sure if you are officially, but I really hope you're the leader. You're so caring and you just cater to the rest of the boys so well and it makes me so happy. Your energy has more depth to it than overflowing charisma (hehe) it expands to your cute, sweet and caring energy and it's one of the things I love so much about you. It's contagious, I really aspire to spread the happy energy you give me onto everyone else, I'm truly a better person because of you.
All in all I was really thankful for the time I spent today watching the live, these moments are special to me, and I'll always cherish them and hold them close to my heart. I'll patiently wait til I can see you again, thank you for bringing me so much joy today Hyunsuk. I love you, my sweet peach :')
