Billie and Brandon: The way we've always been

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Me and que haven't really talked since that night. It's been a couple weeks. The twins have asked me to hang out tonight with them but I don't know if I wanna go because I'm %99 sure he will be there.

I'm just lying in my bed if I wanna go I gotta go soon. I get a call from Dani

"Hi my love" she says
"Hey how you doing" I ask
"I'm good I haven't really heard from you in a while" she said
"Yeah sorry, I haven't really felt like myself lately" I said

"Something happen between you and Brandon?" She asked
I didn't know if I should just tell her
I decided to

"You know how him and Gawa came for outside lands?" I said
"Yeah" she said
"Well he came over to my hotel that night and we did some stuff.. but then I wanted him to actually fuck me and he wouldn't. He just got up and left, said it would ruin my reputation" I said

"Oh no he fucking didn't, have you talked to him since?" She asked
"Nah I haven't I don't really want to, that's why I'm hesitant to come tonight" I said
"Want me to beat his ass?" She said
"Nah" I laughed

"You should come tonight, it might be fun we can just ignore him" she said
I thought about it for a second
"Okay I'll come" I said
"Yass bitch" she said

I hung up and got ready to go. I asked my mum if she could take and she agreed.

When I got there I walked in the door. Luckily I didn't see Que yet

"Bil!!!" Dani yelled
"Hey I missed you" I said
"Hey Billie" the twins yelled
"Hey guys" I said

I was actually excited to see them. I missed them. Everybody was there except Que.

For the next about 20 minutes we ate some pizza and listened to some music. Until I heard the door open and Brandon walked in. But he wasn't alone. Hanging in his arm was some fucking bitch. She was gorgeous though.

Tall, slim thick and brown. Everything he probably wanted
"Hey everybody" he said

Everybody said hi but they all looked confused. I guess they didn't know who this was either. Everybody was looking at me. I tried to ignore everybody's stares.

His eyes came straight to mine and I don't think he knew I was gonna be here because his face looked shocked.

"Who's this Que?" Dani said with attitude
I hope she didn't make a scene about the whole thing
"Uh this is Aisha" he said
"Hi everybody" she said

Everybody said hey except for me and Dani. Dani just rolled her eyes.

"This is your last chance Billie I will fucking kill him" she mumbled
"Nah it's fine" I said

I was trying to act strong and ignore it

But I couldn't help but look at him and he again always looking back at me

The rest of the night went on, I pretended to have fun but I knew Dani could see straight through me

I went into the kitchen to get some drinks and to kinda get some space.

Was he talking to this girl when he was with me? He had the right to. But he could have waited a little longer.

I felt someone's presents come up behind me

"Billie can we talk?" I heard him say
I turned around to look in his eye
"What is there to talk about?" I asked
"Billie I'm sorry I didn't know you were gonna be here" he said
"And that makes it okay?" I said

"Well we weren't really exclusive" he said
"I know but you just got up and left that night and you haven't said a word to me since so I don't understand it" I said

"You can be with whoever you want to be with Que. This thing between us was never going to work you and I both know that so why even start it in the first place?" I said trying to hold back tears
I wasn't going to let him see me cry over it

I tried to walk around him but he grabbed my wrist
"Billie can we at least still be friends" he asked
"Sure whatever now let go of me" I said

He let go of me but secretly I wished that he didn't. Maybe he would have said I won't be with her but he didn't he just let me leave.

I left the house with Dani. I wanted to be alone but she insisted she would stay the night with me. I appreciate that.
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Hey guys sorry I won't be posting for a couple of days I love you all though. Thanks for the love and support. When I get home I will post heaps:)