Billie and Brandon: The way we've always been

7

I felt like I had been totally used to be honest. Like I was just a girl he put beside him. I had already been in a really bad place before and this just hurt. But I really just wanted to get into my album today.

Me and finneas were at home right now writing some random shit down and playing with beats. Just trying to get my mind of things. I hadn't told any of my family of what happened. Not even finneas but I think he could see through me

Over the past couple weeks I had been writing down some lyrics for a song that finneas had the beat to. I had verse 1 done.

Don't you know I'm no good for you?
I've learned to loose you can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleeding
But nothing ever stops you leaving

I also had the bridge

But nothing is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go

"Billie? What happened?" Finneas asked
"Nothing it's fine" I said
"Billie, I'm your brother please tell me these things" he said
"Just Brandon I guess we kinda just stopped talking then the other night when I went to the twins he came with another girl" I said
"Oh shit bil, fuck him he's an asshole to do that to you you are so much better than whoever he brought he just lost an amazing person" he said

I smiled but I just didn't want to think about it
"Okay from what you've given me I kinda have a chorus" he said
"Okay tell me" I said

"Quiet when I'm coming home and I'm on my own. That's all I've got wanna add anything?" He asked
"Umm, and I could lie say I like it like that, like it like that" I sing

"I like that" he said

Most of my songs weren't really raw emotion but this one definitely was
I felt true pain singing it

We actually finished the song that night
We kinda stayed up late to finish it
I probably wouldn't have slept anyway

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Short little filler chapter that I managed to quickly write. It will get juicier next few chapters.