Billie and Brandon: The way we've always been

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Camp flog naw was today. I've said this before and I will say it again somebody asked me 2 years ago what it would take for me to feel like I made it in life and my response was playing at camp flog. I can say I've made it in life.

I was so excited I had been looking forward to this since August. And besides these last few months had been really hard. I had been suffering major depression. A lot of people don't believe me when I say that because they are like you have so much, why are you sad?

You can have so much in life and still feel so alone.

This past month me and que had been talking and FaceTiming. We hadn't really seen each other though. He's been busy working on his new ep. I promised myself I wouldn't fall for his shit again. Not that it was shit. He had a right to bring that girl. We both established an open relationship.

I just wanted to be friends with him. I knew that if we started hanging out again it wouldn't be long before I did fall for him. I was excited to see him and all my friends.

I had to do fucking press all day. But my friends were coming to see me before I performed. Drew was came with me to press. Well I dragged her along to it.

It was finally time to see my friends. I had just taken I photo with SZA and Tierra whack they were so cute. I was just walking back to my trailer on my phone when I heard

"Billie!" Someone yelled
I looked up and saw Brandon and Gawa walking towards me
He was just as sexy as I last saw him and his hair was blue like mine.
"Hey guys" I said hugging Que

I wish I didn't miss him as much as I did
I reluctantly let go of him and hugged Gawa
"I haven't seen you both in so long" I said putting my phone in my pocket
"Shi I know right, been too long" Gawa said

Me and Que were a little awkward. I didn't know why because we had been fine when we FaceTimed each other. Drew was taking pictures of us.

We talked for a little bit
"The twins are coming to "surprise" you after your performance" Que said
"Hah bozos, dont they know my managers have to tell me when they fly someone out" I said shaking my head
"They can be a little thick in the head sometimes" Gawa laughed

Eventually I had to do some more interviews unfortunately and they wanted to go watch someone's performance
They told me they would be watching from the crowd

"So you and Que again?" Drew smirked
"What? No!" I said
"Didn't look like nothing in this photo" she showed me a photo. It was just the back of his head but I was looking up at him with this big fucking smile
"I don't know, drew I really don't know" I said

After press it was finally time to perform. I found Que, Gawa and prince in the crowd and spotted the twins and drew backstage.

It was such a great audience and the show was just fire. One of the best moments of my small career.

As soon as I got off stage the twins and drew were waiting right there. They had their camera out which was fine and they were all over me. Like when I say all over me I mean all over me. Issac wouldn't let go of me. I awkwardly freed myself from his grasp. I also said hi to some others that were there.

"Hey Bil, we're going to meet up with Sev,Gawa and Prince to watch Kanye and Cudi wanna come if your aloud to" Issac asked
"Uh yeah I do hold up let me ask" I said
I really wanted to go obviously for Kanye and Kid Cudi but also to hopefully spend some more time with Que.

I asked my managers and at first they were a little weary but I promised them that I would keep close to my group and keep my hoodie up. They finally let me go.

We went and met up with everyone and walked to the stage

I could tell they had all been drinking. It made me a little upset because Que wasn't really there when he was drunk. He was fun but it wasn't really him.

Kids see ghost came on and Que was in aw. He loved Kanye it was so cute. Issac, Prince, Elijah, Gawa and Drew all wanted to go into the mosh pit. I knew I couldn't go in which fucking sucked.

"You coming Que?" Issac asked
"Nah I think I'll stay back here with Bil" he said
I looked up at him in shock
"Oh yeah Billie you can't come in" Issac said
"It's fine you go I'll stay out here with her" he said
Issac went in
"But you love Kanye Sev, go!" I said
"Nah there's always another time, plus when is it ever going to be just me and you?" He said half to me half to himself

We were in a good spot we were kinda in a private spot not many people were here

He put his arm around my shoulders and was just swaying back and forth listening to the performance
My hood was up so it wasn't like anyone would see me
"I missed you mamas" he mumbled in my ear
I looked up to him and he was looking down at me
"I missed you too" I smiled

After the performance everybody started to leave which was stressful because I had to get to my trailer. We found them and I got Drew and started to leave and say my goodbyes.

"Party at ours next week?" The twins asked
"Fuck yeah, for old times sake" I said while walking away