We stare down at the ring, our food untouched. I can feel Leven switch her gaze to me. She is trying to see if I am freaking out or not.
"Did you tell him about the." Her voice trails off. I set the ring down on the coffee table and bury my head in my hands.
"No I never got to that." I tell her. "I don't even know if it is his or not." I sigh leaning back.
"Well did you have sex with anyone else but him?" She exclaims at me. She stands up and starts pacing back and forth. "You need to tell your parents and you need to figure out whose kid that is." She says pointing at my stomach. "When was the last time you had sex?' She asks me. I really try to think back about it.
"Well there was that one night when we both got pretty drunk and stupid and I think I hooked up with someone." I say not remembering most of that night.
"You have got to be kidding me!" Leven sighs sitting back down on the couch. "Was that really the last time you had sex?" She asks sounding like she is dreading my answer. I nod my head confirming what looks like the worst. "You hooked up with.." She trail offs. She doesn't have to say the name. I know who I hooked up with and how awful this now really is.
"I cant believe I did that." I whisper. "Logan is never going to take me back. He deserves Taylor because she has always been there for him."
**Logan's P.O.V**
I knock on Alex's door. I hear three different voices. Leven's, Alex's and his. Alex opens the door with the look of horror on her face. I look back and wave at Leven but glare at him.
"What are you doing here?" She asks looking back at him and Leven. "Not that you aren't allowed to come here. Its just I didn't know you were stopping by." She rambles on.
"I can come back if this is a bad time." I say stepping away from the door. She grabs my arm and pulls me into the apartment.
"I actually need to talk to you." She says closing the door. "And please dont freak out when I tell you this because I am afraid that you might and I just don't want you to." She keeps going. I look over at Leven who rolls her eyes.
"She is pregnant with this guys kid." Leven says like ripping off a band aid. Alex shuts up and looks at me. I dont know what to think besides maybe Taylor was right. I look at Alex and walk out of the apartment. She runs after me.
"Logan please stop." She exclaims stopping. I turn around to face her with tears running down my face.
"I dont know what you want me to say or do." I tell her. "All I wanted was for you to be happy and I really thought that would be with me but now I'm not so sure." I say to her.
"I wanted to tell you earlier today but then you said everything about waiting for me and I just couldnt do it and then you gave me the ring back." She keeps on talking. "But I know now I want to be with you. I want to be happy with you and I know that I have hurt you in the past probably too many times to count but just give me one more chance and I promise I wont mess up." She pleads to me. I shake my head at her.
"I cant keep having you break my heart every time I give you another chance." I tell her. "I cant keep doing this with you. I cant." I exclaim. "I'm sorry Alex but I cant do this anymore." I say walking away from her.
"Logan please." She cries. I force myself to keep walking even though I want to turn around and kiss her and tell her that everything will be okay. I cant keep playing this game with her.
"So she is pregnant." Taylor says taking a sip of beer. "With his child." She says slowly so both of us can process it.
"Yup." I nod taking a sip of my beer. She sets her beer down and turns to face me.
"So what are you going to do?" She asks me. I set my beer down and turn to face her.
"I'm not sure but I cant go back to her." I tell her. "That relationship was too toxic." I say running my hand through my hair. Taylor pulls my hand away from my hair.
"Stop it." She says in a singing voice. "You always do that when you are second guessing yourself or when you are upset." She says laughing a little. "You have no reason to second guess or be upset. You did the right thing and I am saying this as a friend."
"Who says I want you to be just my friend?" I ask her. She lets out her nervous laugh. "You told me to call me if Alex and I didnt work out and I think Alex and I didnt work out so." I say remembering the day we broke up.
"You never called me." She says obviously nervous about this. I pull out my phone and call her. She looks at the phone and then to me. "You are an idiot." She says hitting decline. "I never said I would answer." She sarcastically says.
"That was very rude and I demand you to do something to make up for it." I say acting like a little kid.
"What do you want me to do?" She asks me.
"Kiss right on these lips." I say pressing my finger to my lips.
"You are a dangerous boy Mr. Lermen." She says leaning closer to me. She slowly brings her hand up to my face. This is the moment that I know I am in love with this girl and I have been since the longest time. I guess Alex and I were just meant to be friends. I meet her half way there, bringing my lips to hers. "You are so dangerous." She sighs keeping her face inches from mine. "But I guess I like danger."
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Before you freak out, I am doing two versions of this chapter and the epilogue! Yes this is the last chapter of Paris! I am so sad to be ending it but it is time my friends! So I will worok on the second version of this chapter and upload as soon as possible, I promise!!
-tris
