I force myself to look at her. She is so pale and bruised and broken. I feel the tears in my eyes. Leven takes my hand, keeping my from running. I sit down on the edge of the chair and take Alex's hand. It feels so cold and lifeless. There is no usually squeeze back.
"She needs you Logan. You cant run from her now." Leven says holding back sobs.
Leven is right. She needs me.. But what if she wakes up and doesnt want to be with me. I practically made her wait for the cake. I knew i should waited. Then it would be me in this bed and not her. Please God i just got this girl.. Please dont take her from me. I love her too much. I never told her that. I wanted to go public since the day we started dating but i was a coward and so stupid! Please i need to prove to her that i really do love her and want the world to know. I take my phoen out.
Praying for alex!! Hope she pulls through this one!
Alex dont leave us! We need our Annabeth but more improtantly we need our Alexandra!
Look up to her so much as a role model for me! Really hope she gets better! Praying for her!!
I look at her and then back at my phone. I sigh and decide to tweet.
Thank You everyone for the prayers for the girl i love, Alexandra. I am prayings she pulls through too. We wanted to tell you guys that we are dating! Keep praying #IloveyouAlex
I send the tweet out. Instantly, the tweets come flooding in. They all are very supportive.
"You did the right thing." Leven whispers.
"Ya well that tweet wont change the outcome of alex will it?' I snap.
She just sits there and stares at me like i have four heads.
"Im sorry"
"Its fine.."
I notice the beeping gets louder and louder but at the same time its slowing down. The doctor orders everyone out. As im pushed out of the door, i glance at her as they try to bring her back. Her chest is dead... Xander pulls me down the hallway and sits me in a chair next to Emma. She hugs me as i cry.
"I saw her. Chest wasnt moving. Im gonna lose the girl i love!" I sob into her arm.
Emma remains silent. She doesnt say no you wont. She doesnt say that everything will be okay and that the doctors will save her. She just looks at me tearing to push the tears back.
"You agree with me?" I ask.
"Logan.. She's in bad shape. The doctors said she would be lucky to make it through the night. She has really bad brain damage. Im sorry.."
"Its not your fault. Just please tell me that they have the person who did this to her?"
"they are looking for him. The taxi driver gave a god description of the other driver. They will get him dont worry."
"I hop so.."
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Just realized now two of my stories have a car crash with the girl being the one to be in the car.. Whoops! Hope you guys like it! Sorry it took so long! It was a really hard chapter to write. Trying to place every emotion the person would have is not the easiest thing to do! comment and Vote Thanks!
-Kelsey