Chapter 20 (second version)

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We stare down at the ring, our food untouched. I can feel Leven switch her gaze to me. She is trying to see if I am freaking out or not. 

"Did you tell him about the." Her voice trails off. I set the ring down on the coffee table and bury my head in my hands. 

"No I never got to that." I tell her. "I don't even know if it is his or not." I sigh leaning back. 

"Well did you have sex with anyone else but him?" She exclaims at me. She stands up and starts pacing back and forth. "You need to tell your parents and you need to figure out whose kid that is." She says pointing at my stomach. "When was the last time you had sex?' She asks me. I really try to think back about it. 

"Well there was that one night when we both got pretty drunk and stupid and I think I hooked up with someone." I say not remembering most of that night. 

"You have got to be kidding me!" Leven sighs sitting back down on the couch. "Was that really the last time you had sex?" She asks sounding like she is dreading my answer. I nod my head confirming what looks like the worst. "You hooked up with.." She trail offs. She doesn't have to say the name. I know who I hooked up with and how awful this now really is.

"I cant believe I did that." I whisper. "Logan is never going to take me back. He deserves Taylor because she has always been there for him." 

**Logan's P.O.V**

I knock on Alex's door. I hear three different voices. Leven's, Alex's and his. Alex opens the door with the look of horror on her face. I look back and wave at Leven but glare at him. 

"What are you doing here?" She asks looking back at him and Leven. "Not that you aren't allowed to come here. Its just I didn't know you were stopping by." She rambles on. 

"I can come back if this is a bad time." I say stepping away from the door. She grabs my arm and pulls me into the apartment. 

"I actually need to talk to you." She says closing the door. "And please don't freak out when I tell you this because I am afraid that you might and I just don't want you to." She keeps going. I look over at Leven who rolls her eyes. 

"She is pregnant with this guys kid." Leven says like ripping off a band aid. Alex shuts up and looks at me. I dont know what to think besides maybe Taylor was right. I look at Alex and walk out of the apartment. She runs after me. 

"Logan please stop." She exclaims stopping. I turn around to face her with tears running down my face. 

"I dont know what you want me to say or do." I tell her. "All I wanted was for you to be happy and I really thought that would be with me but now I'm not so sure." I say to her. 

"I wanted to tell you earlier today but then you said everything about waiting for me and I just couldn't do it and then you gave me the ring back." She keeps on talking. "But I know now I want to be with you. I want to be happy with you and I know that I have hurt you in the past probably too many times to count but just give me one more chance and I promise I wont mess up." She pleads to me. I shake my head at her. 

"I cant keep having you break my heart every time I give you another chance." I tell her. "I cant keep doing this with you. I cant." I exclaim. "I'm sorry Alex but I cant do this anymore." I say walking away from her. I turn back around to face her. "And you w know the worst part?" I ask her. "I should hate you so much for everything you have done." I pause for a moment. "But I cant." I say with that I start walking away. 

"Logan please." She cries. I turn around knowing I cant live without her. I sit down in front of her and lift her head up. I gently wipe the tears from her face. "Please don't leave me." She whispers sniffling. 

"I could never leave you even if I tried." I tell her laughing. "No matter how much you push me away, I will always come back because I love you and I want to be with you and this beautiful baby forever." I tell her resting my hand on her stomach. "I'm serious. You can trust me that I wont leave you." Leven walks out and tosses the box to me. With my hands shaking, I take the ring out and slip in on to her finger. She looks up at me and smiles. "I love you." I tell her right before I kiss her. 

"I love you too." She whispers kissing me again. I stand up and pick her up. I carry her down to my car. "Where are you going?" She asks me. 

"I have to take care of something." I tell her walking back up to the apartment. I walk straight up to Adam and punch him. "That's for getting her pregnant." I say as he wipes the blood from his face. I push him into a standing position. "And this is for hitting her all those times." I hit him again. When he bends down, I knee him in the face. I place my hand on his back and bend down so he can see my face. "You will never touch her again." I pat him on the back and push him out of the apartment. I walk back out to the car and kiss her. "God I love you." I tell her. She notices the blood on my hand then she sees Leven 'helping' Adam out. She waves to us as Adam falls on the ground. 

"What did you do?" She asks me as I pull away. 

"Something that was long over due." I tell her not looking back. She laughs and turns the radio up. When we get back to my house, I carry her upstairs and gently set her down. I lay down next to her, just enjoying the moment. "I love you." I whisper starting to kiss her. 

"I love you too." She mutters in between kisses. 

I lay next to her with nothing separating us and for once I feel happy. I feel like I know what my future is because my future is lying right next to me staring back at me and I feel happy. 

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