Too many months that she lies in that hospital bed not moving barely breathing on her own. So many times they thought of cutting her off of life support. Each time i begged them not to.
"Logan this has gone on too long." Her mom cries.
"No please. She means the world to me. I cant lose her. I will pay for everything. Please just dont take her off." I beg them.
"We will give her two more weeks then shes cut off Logan."
I walk into her room. I sit down next to her and take her hand. Its so cold and lifeless.
"You have to wake up... They are going to cut you off if you dont. Please Alex i need you more than anything. You are my life and i never got to tell you that. So please wake up." I beg her even if she cant hear me.
I just sit there and stare at her like it would some how bring her back to me. some sones hand rests on my shoulder. I look up and see Emma.
"Hey." I say through the tears.
"Come on." she says taking my hand.
She leads me out to her car. She unlocks the front door. I walk in and just fall on the couch.
"So now that we are out of the hospital, how are you?" Emma asks me.
"How can you even ask me that? The love of my life is layin in a hospital bed, her family is threatening to take her off life support and i dont know what the hell to do!" I scream standing up and getting in her face.
"Woah.. Calm down." She sits me back down on the couch.
She walks into the kitchen and comes back out with a bottle of vodka. I take it from her and start chugging it. She rips it away from me.
"Slow down." She warns.
"Why! I have nothing to live for." I cry.
"You have an amazing career and friends and family. The girl you love is in the hospital and coupd possible wake up."
I take the bottle from her and start up again. She groans and sits down net to me.
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I wake up alone. I hear a bang in the kitchen. I stand up and walk into the kitchen.
"Well good morning." Emma says as she flips a pancake.
"Shhh... My head hurts." I whisper.
She hands me some pills. and a blue Gatorade.
"Go take a shower. We are going ot the hospital." She tells me.
I drag myself upstairs and just stand in the shower. I through my clothes on and get in the car. Emma just laughs at me as she drives.I walk through the hospital doors and her parents are waiting for me. We walk to her room. I sit down in the hallway and let them go in first. After a while they come out. I stand up and walk in. She still lies there lifeless. I take her hand.
"God Ales i miss you. I miss hearing your laugh, how loud and funny it is. I miss hearing your voice everyday and you telling me that everything would be okay. I miss seeing your beautiful eyes and waking up to them., looking in them and just telling you i love you. I miss buying you white roses and your face lighting up. I miss you so much. I just need you back." I say to her.
Brandon walks in and sits down next to me.
"How's she doing?" He asks.
"Well she still isnt awake." I say.
"Do give up hope. You know she really loved you. I remember her telling me that if she could have only one wish in life, it would be to marry you."
"I wanted to marry her. I look at her and i see my future, my everything. She will always be my everything."
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Sorry it took so long! I wasnt sure if i was going to continue with the story or not but people kept reading and commenting so i kept it. Promise to update soon!! Thanks for reading!!!
-Tris
