**Seven Months later**
I stand in front of my mom as she ties the tie. She hands me the jacket. I put it on making sure I have everything I need. I look in the mirror. My mom stands behind me smiling. She kisses my cheek and sends me on my way. I meet Alex at the wedding. Xander finally proposed to Leven. I walk into the groomsmen room. Xader is getting ready. I walk over to him and pat him on the back.
"You ready?" I ask him.
"I am so nervous. Its like my whole world is finally coming together." He says getting really excited. He turns to face the door. I put my hands on his shoulders and lead him out of the room. I take my place next to Alex, who looks gorgeous as usual.
"Well hello beautiful." I whisper in her ear, kissing her neck. She pushes my head away and tries not to laugh.
She wraps her arm in mine as we walk down the aisle. She takes her place as the maid of honor and I take my place as the best man. Leven and her dad walk down the aisle. Xander starts crying as he puts his hand over his mouth. Leven lets out a small laugh. Her dad kisses her on the cheek before handing her off to Xander. Leven hands the flowers to Alex and hugs her. They say their vows that they both wrote which get some laughs from everyone.
"I do." Xander says taking Levens hands.
"I do." Leven says smiling at Xander.
"You may kiss your bride." The priest says taking a step back.
Xander dips Leven down before kissing her. He puts one fist in the air. He sets her up straight before picking her up and carrying her down the aisle. I take Alex's hand and walk her back down the aisle. Everyone meets back up at the reception. I talk to Xander for a while before sitting down next to Alex.
"Makes you think about your future." I say to her.
"Makes me think about our future." She says taking my hand.
"Yea. Hopefully that will be us one day." I nod towards Leven and Xander.
"Well if someone mans up and asks me, that could be us." She says laughing. "The person is you, just incase you were confused."
"Yea, no I got that but thanks for clarify." I laugh before kissing her. "Leven is going to throw the flowers, you should go out there and maybe I will propose some time in the future." I say nudging her out there.
She stands up and walks out to the dance floor. She waves to me before turning her attention back to Leven. I walk to the edge and stand by Xander. He pats me on the back. Leven throws the flowers. Alex catches them and smiles at me. She looks down at them and pulls out a note. She looks back at me then to Leven. I walk over to her and take the flowers away from her. I pull the ring out from the flowers and get down on one knee.
"Alex, we have been through hell and back together. We have experienced so much together and there is still a whole world out there that we should explore together, so will you marry me?" I ask her holding out the ring.
"Yes." She says as she starts to cry. I slip the ring on to her finger but she doesnt even notice, she is too focused on me. I wrap my arms around her and kiss her like my life depended on it.
"I love you." I tell her even though she already knows.
"Did you have this planned the whole time?" She asks looking a Leven and I.
"Of course. Someone has to help this idiot out." Leven says wrapping one arm around my shoulders.
"Thanks Leven." I sigh. "I wanted to propose on this date because this was the date of our first date ever but then Leven told us that she was getting married on this night so we put our heads together and came up with something."
"You guys are the best." She says pulling us all in for a group hug.
"Yea well you get to spend lots of time with us considering we are leaving for Paris tomorrow morning." Leven exclaims right before a slow song comes on.
I hold out my hand and Alex takes it. I lead her out to the middle of the dance floor and pull her close to me. We sway to the music. She rests her head on my shoulder.
"You are one crazy guy." She says to me.
"Yea, crazy for you." I tell her.
"Wow you are a cheese ball." We both start laughing.
After the wedding, we walk around for a while. Thats when I see her. Her blonde hair pulled up into a messy bun probably because she just got off work, her face framed in with glasses, her amazing smile that could light up a room. And then she sees me. Her smile drops, her eyes advert to the ground.
"I'll be right back." I tell Alex getting up from the table.
"Hey." I say walking up to Taylor.
"Oh hey Logan. How are you?" She asks trying to be nice.
"I'm good. Just came from Leven and Xanders wedding so that was fun." I tell her nodding my head.
"Oh tell her congrats."
"Yea I will. How are you?"
"I'm good." She nods while smiling.
"Really?" I ask her.
"No."
"I am really sorry." I tell her.
"Oh there you are. I was wondering where you went." Alex says walking up behind me. I take a step away from Taylor.
"Yea. I saw Taylor so I decided to say hi." I tell her. "It was nice to see you, Taylor." I say before walking away from her again.
I wake up the next morning but Alex isnt there. I hear her in the bathroom. I drag myself out of bed and downstairs for some food. I check my phone. Taylor called me last night at three in the morning.
"Hey Logan, its me. So I just wanted to let you know that I am fine. You seemed worried when I said no and I just wanted to tell you I was tired and I am fine." She says. "So bye. I am fine." She sounds like she is trying to convince herself.
I set the phone down and put my head in my hands. I know I shouldnt be thinking about her but after I proposed, she is all I have been thinking about. Its like I wanted it to be her not Alex but I love Alex at the same time.
"Hey babe." Alex says wrapping her arms around me from behind.
"Oh hey." I say sounding really weird and not right.
"Are you okay?" She asks sitting down next to me.
"I'm not feeling to well." Lie.
"Are you still going to Paris with us?"
"I dont think its a good idea. I dont feel good and if I get on a plane, I might puke." I tell her. "But you should still go and spend time with Leven and everyone else going. I will be okay. I will fly over when I'm feeling better."
"Are you sure?" She asks sounding a bit unsure.
"Yea. I will be fine. Go have fun." I tell her.
I watch Alex get into the cab and drive off to the airport. I fall on the couch and call the only person who can give me some advice, Emma. She lets herself in and holds up some bags full of food and other stuff.
"Whats going on?" She asks sitting down next to me.
"I think I am still in love with Taylor."
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And you all can start hating me now! So he proposed but he still loves Taylor. That is never good. Sorry it took so long to update and that this update isnt happy at all.
-tris
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