I jump up in a hot sweat. I look around the room and everything comes flooding back to me. The dream, seeing Taylor, Alex, everything that will be happening, hopefully soon. I look over to Alex who is sleeping next to me. She turns over and looks up at me.
"Whats wrong?" She asks me taking my hand.
"Just a dream." I tell her lying because it wasn't just a dream. In that so called dream, I admitted to still being in love with Taylor after proposing to Alex. That is not a dream. That is a nightmare that is haunting me.
"Are you okay?"
"Yea." I pause. "I am great." I say sliding under the covers. She rests her head on my chest, wrapping one arm around my waist. I put my arm around her. Once she falls back asleep, I slide out from her grip and walk out to the balcony. I pull the box out and open it, staring at in once more. I put the box back in my pocket and grab my phone from the table. I dial Emma's number. She finally answers on one of the last rings.
"What Lerman!" She exclaims sounding really tired.
"Good to hear from you too." I laugh leaning against the balcony.
"What do you want Logan?" She asks laughing just a bit but she will never admit that.
"I had a nightmare." I tell her sounding like a five year old climbing into his parents bed.
"So why are you calling me? Call your mother or tell Alex."
"I cant tell Alex or my mother. It was about Taylor."
"Oh.."
"I proposed to Alex and then I ran into Taylor and I realized I still loved her and I was so confused and yea." I sigh.
"Do you love Taylor?"
"No. I am with Alex. I love Alex."
"Then why is this a problem. It was just a dream Logan. Go to bed."
"Yea. You're right. Sorry Emma."
"Its fine. Go to bed and enjoy yourself. Gosh." She hangs up on me. I start to walk back into the room but I stop just wanting to hear Taylor's voice once more before everything changes. I dial her number. Luckily for me, she doesn't answer so I get her voice mail. I listen to the whole thing before hanging up and walking back inside. Alex is still soundly asleep. I lay back down next to her.
It was just a dream, Logan. You are with Alex and happy as can be. Taylor doesn't mean much anymore. She is a friend and nothing else. You love Alex. I keep telling myself that. I finally calm down and fall back asleep in the arms of the girl I love.
When I wake up, Alex is gone. I drag myself out of bed and walk on to the balcony of our hotel room. It overlooks pretty much all of Paris. I walk behind her and wrap my arms around her waist and rest my head on her shoulder.
"Good morning." I whisper kissing her on the cheek.
"I could wake up like this every day." She sighs.
"I think anyone could."
"No, not the view." She says to me turning around. "You." She kisses me. "I could wake up to you every day and not give a damn what happens, as long as I wake up next to you."
"Yea?"
"Yea. The feeling of being so greatly loved by someone. Knowing you are wanted and loved no matter what happens in life, I always have someone and that is you."
"Well I will love you until my last breath." I tell her smiling.
"Yea?"
"No doubt in my mind. I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
"Then put a ring on it." She laughs holding up her finger.
I slide the box out of my pocket, take the ring out, and slide it on her finger. The look on her face is priceless.
"Oh my god. Logan Lerman." She exclaims before she starts to cry. "You are not being serious right now?"
"Yea I am. I want to spend the rest of my life with you no matter what happens. I am yours and you are mine. I love you so much it hurts and every day I wake up next to you and I feel unstoppable. You are mine forever. Honestly, I dont have a life without you." I tell her.
"You are perfect." She says wrapping her arms around me and kissing me. "I love you."
"I love you too and I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you." We look at the amazing view one last time before walking back into the room. I sit down on the bed.
"You had this planned the whole time?" Alex asks walking towards me.
"I have had this planned for a good month." I tell her laughing a bit thinking back to how nervous I was for all of this and now it has actually happened and I have never felt better.
"You sneaky little asshole."
"So I propose and get called an asshole? I take it back then." I say jokingly holding her hand up and taking the ring back. I slide it back on her finger and kiss her. "I will always be your asshole."
"Good. You cant be anyone else's asshole." She says sitting on my lap. "Only mine." She pretty much attacks my face.
Alex and I get ready and meet Leven and Xander in the lobby for breakfast. Leven instantly notices the ring on Alex's finger. She runs right up to us and we have a forced group hug.
"I thought you were waiting to ask?" Leven asks kinda confused.
"Yea I was but the timing was right so I decided why the hell not now."
"It was pretty cheesy but it will make a great story to tell." Alex laughs as I wrap one arm around her.
"Well I am hungry so lets go to breakfast." Xander exclaims from behind Leven. They hold hands as we walk out of the hotel and get swarmed with fans and paparazzi. I pull Alex closer to me. She blocks her face from some of them. I wave to some of the fans. We stop at a small cafe near the Eiffel Tower. We sit down at an outside table.
"This is exactly like a movie." Alex exclaims taking a picture of the Eiffel Tower.
After breakfast we do what any normal tourist would do and walk around to see all the amazing sites. We walk around Paris admiring everything like the visiting the Musee du Louvre, arc de Triomphe, and Montparnasse. We, of course, have to take pictures of everything including us with something in the background. Alex likes taking pictures now. She says it helps her memory and just in case I lose my memory or Alex gets worse. We finally stop at the Eiffel Tower.
"You ready to go on up?" I ask Alex taking her hand.
"Hell yes." Alex exclaims pulling me forward.
Once we get to the top, Alex pushes her way through to get to the edge. I take her hand as I admire the amazing view and I am not talking about Paris. Alex pulls her phone out and starts taking pictures of Paris. Then she switches the camera and starts taking pictures of us. Most, if not all, are of her making some weird face and me just staring at her. She posts some of them on twitter.
Paris with this idiot
Oh yea.. He proposed this morning
I retweet both of them and fans start going crazy. Soon enough our families are calling us but we both ignore them and spend the day falling more in love with not only Paris but with each other.
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I know this is a logandra fanfic but I really like Taylor and Logan together! Dont kill me they arent going to get back together. I will say this, they might become friends.. I dont know. Its just a thought! Sorry this took so long. Major writers block. Ya know.
-tris
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