Mindless Emotion

Death by Tomorrow

If I were to die tomorrow
I wouldn't want you your tears
I wouldn't want your sadness
I wouldn't want your pain or your suffering
I wouldn't want you to suffer
I wouldn't want you to have pain to give me

But don't give it to me
If you have pain hold it
Because maybe some day I'll come back for it

If I were to die tomorrow
I would want you to plan my funeral

But I wouldn't want a traditional funeral
I'd want yellow casket
Bright yellow flowers
And pink everything

Make sure no one
Absolutely no one
Is wearing black

I never did like the dark

If I were to die tomorrow,
I don't want everyone surrounded in my least favorite color,

I want everything to be bright,
Like the rainbow in my smile,
I want me to smile,

Make sure the casket is bright yellow,
That is my favorite color,

At least it was

If I were to die tomorrow,
I want you to hold my hand,
I want everyone hold my hand
Let me know it's ok to go into the light,

But under no circumstances are you to follow me there,
I don't care how much it hurts.

If I were to die tomorrow,
I don't want it to hurt I want it to be quick and painless
So I get to say goodbye
I want to say goodbye

But I don't want to say goodbye
But I want to say goodbye

If I were to die tomorrow
Don't tell me how you miss me
Don't remember me on my deathbed

Remember me happy
Remember the days where I wouldn't shut up
And remember the days when I shut up And remember me as me as the happy smiley annoying Joking  girl who never shut up
Who has a badly drawn picture of the Joker on her wall
Who has a picture of a dragon on her wall And a picture of my silhouette with all the words of who I want to be in the middle

Remember me as the girl who still has a sign on her door drawn by her best friend of 5 years, even though they don't talk anymore,

Remember me as me
As who I was before death consumed me,
I want to be a legend,
I want to change the world for the better

If I die tomorrow,
I know I won't change anything,

If I die tomorrow,
Read this poem at my funeral,

I don't want a eulogy,
I barely want a funeral,

But I want everyone to be there when they realized I was awesome.

If I were to die tomorrow
Everything you write about me better not start with was
It better say is

Just because I'm dead
Doesn't mean that I'm gone

If I were to die tomorrow
I wouldn't be gone
I would be right next to you forever
I would stay right next to you

And when your time comes
I will walk you into the light
But don't for a second think that it's ok to follow me sooner
That it's not ok to live your own life

If I were to die tomorrow
I don't want a funeral
I don't want your sadness
I don't want your pain
I don't want you to have pain

Hold it
Hold it like you used to hold my hand
Hold it like you used to hold me in your arms when I cried

Cause I cried
A lot

Hold me,
Hold me just like he used to

Make sure I know it's ok to go into the light If I were to die tomorrow.
If I were to die tomorrow,
If I were to die tomorrow,

Well,
I guess

I'll figure it out tomorrow.