Mindless Emotion

Forever

You promised me forever
You promise that you'd never leave

You told me I was special.
Like no one you'd ever met.

I don't doubt that now
Now that you're gone
You gave me everything I need it to succeed

Everything; accept a shoulder to cry on
Everything except hope and faith

You promised I'd be ok
I don't think you knew you couldn't fulfill that promise
Because I'm not ok

You promised to stay by my side
You said you would never leave.
That if I had no one, I would always have someone because I would have you

I was promised someone to talk to
Someone to listen
Now I'm alone

I can't help but blame you
You made a promise, and it was your job to stick to it
To be there for me
To love me,

But now you're gone,
You're not here anymore,
And there's nothing I can do to fix it,

I was promised forever,
I was promised forever.
But forever isn't as long as we hoped Forever, just doesn't exist

Every moment, every feeling
Eventually vanishes,
Leaving the people in the wake of destruction with nothing,

Nothing to hold onto
Nothing to love,
Nothing left but empty promises,
Nothing left but nothing.

You promised me forever,
You promised me forever,
You've said it 1000 times over and over again,

You said, you'd be there forever for,
As long as I needed you,
You'd be there,

But I need you,
And you're not here anymore,
You're not by my side,
Anymore,
There is no forever,
And you weren't there to teach that to me,
I had to learn the hard way

There wasn't supposed to be a hard way, There wouldn't be a hard way if you had stayed like you promised you would

I don't know what happened
I don't know why you're gone,
I wasn't there,

But through all the bad days that we had, I thought we would have forever to fix it,
I thought we'd have forever to fix it,

But now I don't even have tomorrow,
We're both running out of tomorrows to see each other.

I think you disappeared tomorrow,
I think you left tomorrow,
I wouldn't know I was too busy focusing on forever
That I lost you yesterday
I lost you tomorrow and next week and the day before that and the day after that

I lost you forever

To blinded by the promises to see that you were right there

That you are right here

You fulfilled your promise
That you are going to be here forever

That you are standing right next to me
And will be forever

I don't think I lost you yesterday
I don't think I lost you tomorrow
I think you lost yourself
And you left a part of you with me when you left

I was so focused on your body being here
I didn't even realize that you left me your heart

That you left me
Forever