Collection of Exo Imagines {COMPLETED}

D.O: Forever Loved But Will Be Missed

D.O: Forever Loved But Will Be Missed

It was just a month ago exactly when I got that frantic call from an "unknown" person. I didn't know who they were for a split second until they told me about my brother.

They called from his cell phone, me thinking it was him but them knowing so much more than I could ever imagine.

Kyungsoo fately died in a drunk driving car crash they said. He was driving home drunk from a party with his 11 other best friends.

I never knew he would perform such an act. Why him?! Why was he being so stupid?! I didn't expect he would do such an idiotic thing! I expected more from him!

As I found out more information, they were fooling around of course, playing beer pong as well as truth or dare with drinks involved. Thank God he was old enough to drink because if he lived and was underagw, I would murder him as well as our parents.

As his noona by 5 years, I feel some responsibility tied to him as well as love from being his older sister.

But I must mourn his death, not be angry at him because he is...dead.

It's hard to accept that fact though. It's only been a month. I still hurt with a burning passion.

I lay my tulips on his grave as I stare and sob in front of it, thinking about him.

I cannot do anymore. I can only live his dream out as becoming a better cook. He wanted to become a famous chef but he cannot. I must try harder now.