Some Thoughts.

hello

I feel like all my friends secretly hate me.

I don't blame them.

I'm extremely boring, painfully socially awkward, can't start or continue a conversation, not funny, selfish, give awful advice, can't ever make anyone feel better, dumb, a total idiot, ugly, rude, I get annoyed and mad and upset about the slightest things, I complain to much, Im sheltered so I know nothing about the shows/movies they watch, I'm stupid, I'm way too overemotional, suck at comforting other people, make too many mistakes, am literally a living fault, annoying, I can't shut up about how gay I am, I'm just rainbow shit, I'm stupid, get way too many mental breakdowns, complain about my problems when literally everyone else's are bigger...

I could go on but I don't have the motivation.

I also had 3 mental breakdowns today! Does anyone actually give a flying fuck? No! I tried telling someone but they just went on and on about how their problems suck more than mine.

In case you can't tell, today was a great day!

Only one good thing did happen though. My best friends crush likes them back! They're so cute together agghhhhh