~24~grey thoughts

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F/N POV

I haven't been around Bakugo much at all recently. did he not want to be my friend anymore? no that wasn't it. I noticed him watching me from afar. he seemed like he wanted nothing more than to come talk with me. but yet. he stayed away. why? Either way. I had a plan today. I was going to tell him how I felt. I was waiting until lunch hoping he would be alone so I could talk to him. the bell rang for lunch and I walked out of the class with my hands over my chest. I could feel it beating faster and faster as I looked for Bakugo in the halls. I finally saw him on the other end of the hall going outside. I ran around all the other students and swung open the door. he was so shocked to see me. he turned around. his eyes widened.

"what the hell? why did you follow me?" Bakugo asked looking away from me. I noticed a tad bit of blush on his cheeks.

"look, I needed to talk to you. please. jus hear me out." I begged stepping a bit closer to him. I had a

feeling he would decline me. but non the less I had to get this off my chest.

"fine. but be quick. I need food." He growled.

"It'll be short. so after getting to know you. I realized what a nice guy you were. I understand if you dont feel the same. there are many girls who would love to date you but. I wanted to say myself. I love you." I yelped awkwardly.

"alright. its the same I say to everyone who asks or tells me that. I have no sympathy towards you. now leave." he growled. I knew he would reject me. but not that harshly. I felt myself getting chocked up. I ran back inside before he could see my tears.

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Bakugo POV

I growled at her. I had to. I needed her to stay away from me. but what I was mostly angry at was telling her off. it hurt so much. i continued with my lunch. I didnt go with anyone. I needed to think over this. ive been pushing it away for so long. the grey clouds didnt help clear my head. only images of me and F/N filled my head. her helping mittens, staying over and her having dinner the other night. I knew what I needed to do. It wouldnt be easy, but it had to be done.

I sat restlesly through the rest of class. Tapping my pen glancing up and the clock now and again. The teacher looked at me. I glared back. I dont give a fuck about anyone else. What else is new?! Just let me fucking go! School is not my mind set right now! The bell finally rung and i shoved that damn green haired nerd so fast. I had to see her before the day ends!! I seen F/N walking by with a handfull of books.

"Hey! F/N!" I yelped despratly.

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F/N POV

"Bakugo?!Oh really?! I tell you how i feel then you yell at me. Now you want to talk-." I stopped as i saw the sorrow in his eyes. The dark ruby red i knew was now a fading flower.

"Meet me at the board walk at 7!" He yelped out over the crowd. Then he was  gone. No word about why. Nothing. I guess it was for me to decide if i will go. I have after school duty today. So i can decide then. If i do go i should be out by 5 30. Well see.

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