Why did it only take one time?
One time to get attached,
I don't feel attached,
But I want you to want me,
I don't want anything more from you than just the physicalness of your presence,
But I even thought I made a friend,
Someone I could talk too,
Learn from,
Maybe even a little more when I'm desperate
When I need to be reminded that I'm wanted,
That I'm pretty and can be admired,
To feel desired
I have this growing anger inside that wants to burst out and ask why,
Why do you ignore me,
Why do i let you have this effect on me,
When it was only one time,
It's driving me insane,
It's driving me psychotic,
It's driving me to feel even more lonely than I have in months,
To crave more human touch,
To crave that little bit of happiness i got around you,
To fill the empty void that's been brewing since March,
I'll probably cave if you message me,
Since I hate being ignored,
I just want that one feeling again.
YOU ARE READING
A beautiful messy mind
PoesiaA collection of poetry written about love, life, anxiety, and going from being the villain to the hero of your own story.
