I walked down the streets from now on independent and proud. I didn't need any guy to satisfy me and as much as I missed jack I didn't need him anymore. he called the day he found out Cam and I called it off and we finally forgave each other but we never really talked.
yeah I missed his touch and smell but people just have to learn they grow apart.
-
"hello"
"hey its jack.."
"oh.. hey jack.. how ya doing?"
"good good. um jack and I are moving to la in a week and I just wanted to let you know."
"oh wow that's great" a little piece of my heart shattered and I fell onto my bed. "I knew you'd make it"
"yeah.. I just wanted to say I'm gonna miss you and I'll never stop loving you"
"jack.."
"I'm serious. I love you too much to forget about you and I'm sorry.. maybe this whole moving thing will be good for us"
"yeah yeah.. I understand" I sniffled into the phone and the other line was quiet.
"I'm so sorry." I could hear the hurt in his voice.
I covered the speaker to the phone and cried then wiped my nose and talked again. "well. I wish you guys the best of luck out there. I'm so proud of you two."
"look at you though. you finished collage"
I smiled. "yeah.. thanks jack"
"well I have to get back to packing but I miss you.. and I- I lov- I mean yeah.. well.. ok bye..."
the phone line went dead and I sat at the edge of my bed. my stomach churned and my face was hot. I'm not ready for them to leave me.. I was never ready. I thought of jack and the last time he saw me and remembered our whole affair with each other.
shit
fuck
damn
I picked up my phone and as it was ringing I thought of my behavior.
sweating at night... stomach pains.. headaches throughout the day.. cravings.
"hello" jack answered.
"j-jack"
"summer?"
"D-did we use a condom.."
"what."
"THE UTILITY ROOM JACK"
I could here him crying on the other end as well as I was.
"what if im pre-pregnant"
"what do you mean! pregnant. are you sure it's not Cameron's !?"
"NO JACK"
I could hear his phone drop to the floor then him pick it up.
"I'm going in my bathroom to check right now ok." I said shaking
"oh god. I can't move to la and have a baby in nebraska"
I rummaged underneath the sink for three tests and peed on each one.
pregnant
not pregnant and ..
I wasn't ready to open the last one.
"j-jack..."
" oh god."
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Dirty Mirrors & Broken Hearts
Hayran Kurgu(KEEP IN MIND I WROTE THIS A LONG TIME AGO AND THIS LITERALLY SUCKS, please don't read if you are uninterested in stupid nonsense and no plot) -- jack and summer have been friends ever since the third grade. copying tests fooling around and helping...
