Scarf(Zanvis)Book1{Completed♡}

Zane's Little Secret

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This chapter was inspired by @Lilychan201 hope you enjoy 😃

Zane's POV

I woke up on Travis's chest, I turned to a red tomato in an instant, then I remembered what happened last night.... I started feeling sad, hopeless for love... I got up slowly so I wouldn't wake up Travis, I went downstairs went to the kitchen and took a pocket knife, I've put in my pocket and went back upstairs to the bathroom, I locked the door then took out the pocket knife, I went to the sink so I wouldn't leave any traces of blood, I started cutting myself, I feel so helpless then I started hearing things 'Why are you still here?' 'Waste of f**king space!' 'Jump off a roof or something', I started cutting more once I heard those things, my arms and thighs were now covered in cuts, blood was dripping down the floor, I then started crying...

After minutes of crying which felt like hours, someone knocked on the door, I quickly turned on the shower making noise, I cleaned up the blood and took a shower, it hurts more than it was looking at it, I opened the door with a towel on, I didn't see Travis but I did smell something great downstairs, I went to my bedroom, put on some oversized Jacket and some jogging pants, that was a but saggy, so it wouldn't hurt my cuts, I put on my mask then fixed my hair, I went downstairs and saw Travis still cooking, but I saw an omelette at the bar table, I took a bite... It tasted DELICIOUS, "I didn't know you could cook..." I started not making things awkward. "Yea, my mom taught me when I turned 15." He stated out, I smiled then ate the rest.

After eating  I smiled at him, "Hey Travis, I need to go somewhere..." I told him, "And where is that?" He asked me, I replied "To Aphmau's place" I lied, I'm sorry Travis... he nodded and I left him at my house, I went to the mall to get some fresh air...

Travis's POV

Its been 3 hours since Zane left the house, I got bored so I went t work, but then I saw Zane walk out the Mall without Aphmau so I got and early leave, and walked up to him, he looked shocked, but I offered him help from the shopping bags he carried, he handed me the hot topic bag, it was quite heavy, he was carrying something else but I paid it no attention.

We got home from the mall and, I just sat on the couch while Zane fixed the stuff he bought, he went up stairs and I just watched Bird Box, it was an ok movie.

Zane was taking way too long up stairs so I went up, "Zane?" I stated while looking for him, I opened up his bedroom, and he was on the floor crying his eyes out, he looked at me and started to hug me, he started twitching when I started to hug him to calm him down, we sat on the bed, and we both dozed off to sleep...

Zane's POV

I woke up, still feeling a bit sad and hopeless, I got up and went to the bathroom and started cutting, this time I started cutting on my neck, after that, my whole body was now covered in cuts, I turned on the shower and took a bath, while taking a bath I thought of how should I hide my cuts from my neck, I thought maybe I should wear a sweater, but it covers my neck, I've been getting myself out of work for using the excuse 'sick'. I went to my bedroom put on some sweater and the same old jogging pants. I then went downstairs but Travis was at the couch I think he accidentally dozed off, so I skipped breakfast and went to work.

A/N note

Uh two chapters in one day! I didn't get to upload one last week cause I was super busy that time, and it was the hell week too lmao, anyways thanks for reading!