Kiss | A 2Yeon Fan-Fiction

04. | nayeon - diary

Dear Diary,

I don't understand why everyone fucking likes Jeongyeon. She's a parasite, she's not worth envying. Ever since I met her, I've hated her guts. With good reason, too. I haven't spoken to Jungkook since he offered her the job. I don't even know what I'm supposed to say to him. It was the ultimate betrayal. But you already know that, as I can't seem to stop thinking or writing about it.

I'm truly at a loss. How could my parents be fooled into thinking she's such a saint? She's an annoying parasite that doesn't know how to shut up. Chae loves her too. I just don't see it.

And on top of all of that, Jungkook is head over heels in love with her. Always going on about how gorgeous she is, how smart she is, how good she is at the saxophone. The saxophone is such a stupid instrument anyway. I don't see it. I mean yeah, sure, she's decently attractive and I guess she's smart. But what else is there to see? She's boring.

Today was her first day actually working & I want to genuinely gouge my eyes out. It's been a week since that dinner and she's spent so much time at the house getting to know Chaejin that I've gone through at least 3 tubs of disinfectant wipes trying to disinfect everything she's touched.

Well, not really, but you get the idea.

While Jungkook was at the swim & dive callout meeting, then staying the night at his friend's house and my parents were at work, I was left at home with her and Chaejin. I don't know why Jungkook and I can't rotate between babysitting her. We don't need to hire someone to do it. Especially Jeongyeon.

I'm gonna write down exactly what happened today. Why? Because I need something to read to get my juices flowing when I go to the gym tonight. You know what they say, lift until it doesn't hurt anymore.

"Remember, bedtime is 9 and she's allergic to peanuts, bananas, and shellfish. You're welcome to stay the night if you fall asleep. Our house is your house." My mom said, smiling at Jeongyeon before giving her a hug.

"Don't worry, this last week has been amazing. I can't wait to hang out with her." She put her hand on Chaejin's shoulder, who, in return, hugged Jeongyeon from the side. She giggled as Jeongyeon patted her head, running a hand through her hair.

It's fucking disgusting. There's no way Jeongyeon doesn't hate kids.

My mom waved as she walked out the door & Jeongyeon shut it behind her. She bent down on her knees and said, "So, Chaejin, what do you want to do?"

"Can I have a snack, Jeongyeon? I'm hungry." Chaejin asked her, smiling innocently at her.

"Sure! What would you like?"

God, her voice is so annoying. Not because it actually was annoying. But it sounds annoying to me. Any reasonable person would be annoyed too.

"Surprise me!"

I examined her closely while she looked around our fridge for - whatever it was she was looking at. She was wearing a black semi-crop-top tucked into a black skirt with a red letterman jacket and red thigh-high boots with black fishnet tights. She had a red safety-pin chain choker necklace and an accent piece that laid on her chest perfectly between her breas-

Let me try that again. I heard the reason they banned sports bras in marching band was because she wore sports bras so often that it was distracting for the guys. I don't know if it's true, but she seems like the type to show herself off like that. I hate her. Fuck.

It was 6th grade. Jungkook and I had just immigrated here after waiting a year to be approved. It was a fresh start. On the first day, we were assigned to a table with Jeongyeon. Immediately, she attached herself to Jungkook. With no regard for me whatsoever. It was humiliating. All she did was introduce herself to me. I guess maybe I could've tried harder to be her friend. But I was a scared and small immigrant that was too scared to speak English.

I remember what she was wearing that day. She had a pair of blue skinny jeans on with a pair of beat-up converse and a plain white t-shirt. Her hair was in a pixie cut. If I hadn't have looked at her chest, I would've thought she was a boy.

She was so cute back then, & maybe she still is, but it's a shame she's such an annoying bitch. God.

I ended up watching Finding Nemo & Finding Dory with them before she put Chaejin to bed. Here's what occurred after.

"Are you staying the night?" I asked her, putting a piece of hair behind my ear. I looked at her silhouette up and down. The way the moon shone down on her face made her look a lot more beautiful than I remembered.

"If you're heading out, yeah." She looked me up and down subtly. I know she's into girls. Everyone does. It makes me uncomfortable, but I have multiple gay and bisexual friends, so I can't say much. Unless she hits on me, that is.

"I'm just gonna go to bed. Today's one of the last Friday's I'm going to have free." I yawned loudly and stretched my hands up, stepping up on my tippy-toes. "You know where the guest bedroom is."

"You sure you want me sleeping in the room right next to yours?" She smirked at me and took off her necklace, shoving it into her pocket.

"Since you're the help now, I kind of have to be nice to you, so. Sure, I don't mind. Just know I'll be washing those sheets first chance I get." I whipped my hair around and strutted over to the steps. Once I was out of her view, I trudged.

I just don't get why everyone is so in love with her. She's just -

I'm done. I'm done writing. I can't keep thinking about this.

Love, Nayeon.