Kiss | A 2Yeon Fan-Fiction

17. | nayeon

The wait for Chaeyoung and Jeongyeon to return to the hospital felt like a millennia. I couldn't help but feel as if they weren't going to return. I knew they would, but fuck, life is so short.

I desperately looked around for someone to talk to, but to no avail, everyone was busy. Tzuyu needed her space and I understood that. I pulled out my Instagram and in a last-ditch effort, I texted my longterm childhood friend, Park Jihyo.

@imny:
hey are you busy

@godjihyo:
hey girl! long time no talk, what's up?

@imny:
junior year is fucking hard and i rlly need someone to talk to tbh

@jihyopark:
did something happen? are you alright?

@imny
well, you know jeongyeon, right?

@godjihyo
yeah and how you won't shut up about her? LOL

@immy
shut up omfg

@godjihyo
okay okay ill stop

@godjihyo
what happened?

@immy
well, to remind you, she became Chae's babysitter in August. well, we actually became somewhat friends for a while. and then it imploded

@godjihyo
oh shit. go on.

@imny
i ended up pushing her away because i didn't like the things i felt when i was with her

@godjihyo
like, feelings?

@imny
no, im not bisexual. idk i just

@godjihyo
you know, you can have exceptions to that. one of my guy friends is straight and he ended up meeting this guy from the gym that became his exception and they plan to get married soon

@imny
i tried girls, though. i literally was friends with benefits with Mina for a while and i didn't feel anything for her

@godjihyo
just because you didn't enjoy it with her doesn't mean you wouldn't with jeongyeon, you know

@imny
i just. i never imagined myself being with a girl growing up.

@godjihyo
why don't you just try kissing her while sober and see what happens?

@imny
i'm like 95% sure she has feelings for me and i don't want to lead her on.

@godjihyo
that's tough. what else has been going on?

@imny
the reason i messaged you is because my friend sana is in the hospital and i really don't know how to cope

@imny
she's literally on the verge of death but last night the group found out she'd secretly been filming all of us.

@imny
she had a video of jeongyeon and i about to hook up while shitfaced

@imny
as much as i loved Sana, i can't help but feel like she deserved this

@imny
i feel like an awful person

@godjihyo
are you sure it's not just your anger toward her for catching you and jeongyeon and solidifying the fact that you feel something for her?

@imny
that can't be it. there's no way.

@godjihyo
just think about it. is it really such a big deal if you do feel something for her? nothing is wrong with liking girls and you know that. four of your closest friends like girls anyway and you've never had anything against them for it. hell, you said you were fwb w/Mina. is it really that big of a deal?