Kiss | A 2Yeon Fan-Fiction

32. | jeongyeon

Saturday, December 16th - Day One

"Wait, let me get the door for you," I said, hurrying out of Nayeon's car over to her side. I opened the door and held her hand as she got out.

"You're so good to me!" She joked sarcastically, giving me a cheesy smile. I shut her door behind her and kissed her cheek as we began walking toward the sidewalk.

"I'm glad you chose this park, I've always loved it," I said, swaying our arms back and forth as we began our walk.

"I have too," she stopped walking for a sec and turned to look at me, "do you remember that rumor that went around about that one girl from our freshmen year zoology class that apparently slept with a senior here?" She continued to walk, laughing to herself. In moments like these, she looked the most beautiful.

"Yeah, I heard that. Do you think it was true?" I asked her, looking around at the scenery. It was a good 67 degrees. She's picked a cropped sweater and a pair of jeans for me and I wasn't at all opposed. How she read my mind and figured out that I wanted something warm and comfortable? I'm not entirely sure.

"I don't want to slut-shame but let's be real here.." Nayeon trailed off, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear.

"We love that for her, though. Sex in a park? That sounds like it could be fun," I laughed, squeezing her hand a bit tighter.

"Don't tell me you're wanting to fuck me in a park with children around.."

"No, no, no, I'm not. Don't worry," I chuckled, "I'm bold but I'm not that bold."

"Good, because I took you here to get to know you better," Nayeon stated, swinging our hands together.

"I've been wanting to do that too!" I exclaimed and she picked up my hand and kissed it. I could feel a blush appear across my face almost immediately.

"Where's a mistletoe when you need one?" She joked.

I pulled her hand back and spun her into my arms, "Is that romantic enough?"

She got on her tippy-toes, despite our two inch height difference, and kissed the tip of my nose. "Yes, it is, Jeongyeon."

"You kill me, you know that?" I said, ruffling up her hair a bit.

"Not the hair!"

As we walked, it hit me that I'd never felt this comfortable with anybody before. She makes me forget the circumstances. I don't think I could ever love somebody as much as I love this girl.

"Do you want sit over there?" She asked me, pointing toward the fountain.

"Sure!" I said, following her in her direction. We both sat down next to one another, still holding hands. "So, what do you want to talk about?"

"Fuck, okay," she hesitated, "I came here to put you on the spot and now I'm the one on the receiving end. Lovely."

"I can't with you sometimes, Nayeon," I said, slapping her arm lightly. "But seriously, you must've had something in mind when recommending this, right?"

"I did, but now I'm nervous," she moved our interconnected hands up and hit herself on the forehead.

"You can't be serious," I gawked at her. "You? Nervous? Around me?"

"You've always made me nervous, but it manifested itself into disdain, as I'm sure you're well aware," she rolled her eyes. "I can't believe I held a grudge like that for so long. So fucking petty."

"It's not petty, it was internalized homophobia," I nudged her shoulder, making her smile. "You don't have to be afraid anymore, though."

"Are you sure?" She asked me, putting her head on my shoulder.

"I'm sure," I paused, "I don't mean to be abrupt but I have an on-topic question for you."

"What is it?" Nayeon perked her head up.

"How do you feel about public displays of affection? Like in terms of school." I paused, "I don't want to force you out of the closet."

"I honestly have no idea how I feel about it, if I'm honest," she began, "I guess if all else fails, I'll say whatever we did was a fluke."

I felt a ping in my chest. "So, you'd call it a mistake?"

"That's not what I meant by that," Nayeon tried. "I just mean that I-," she hesitated, "God, I don't know. I know have nothing to fear in terms of coming out anymore. I'm most definitely not opposed to acting like your girlfriend for this week. I just don't want the moment when I reveal one of the most personal parts in my life to be for something that may not even end up working."

"Glad to know you're being optimistic," I sighed.

"You know how pessimistic I am."

"You know that saying where it's like, "If you can't handle me at my worst, you can't handle me at my best?" That's how I feel about you right now because that was a bit upsetting to hear."

"You know I didn't mean it that way. You mean everything to me." Nayeon said, moving a bit closer to me, the sounds of the fountain behind us flooding my ears.

"I know you have feelings for me, but how confident can I be that you'll stay after this week? Especially after hearing that."

"That's not fair, you can't predict that." She said, looking over at me.

"What do I have to go on that'll say otherwise?" I said, standing up. "Let's walk some more. This conversation isn't helping anything."

"That sounds good to me.."

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this chapter is dedicated to sanatizerr because you should go read her new one-shot and her username is amazing <3