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Dream

Lyn's PoV
Alex chatted, called, went to our house but I never one showed up. School is almost over within just 1 month and I won't see him again.

"Mrs. Own, please let me see her, I know she's inside her room, just please let me."

"Oh sweetie, she's not inside, I'm so sorry." Her mom ran inside and locked their door.

"Stop lying right at my face Tita! I know she's inside her room! Lyn!! Talk to me, Lyn!" Alex shouted outside which made mom see me in my room.

"Lyn, you have to go now, our neighbors may sue Alex because of this."

"But mom, you know I can't"

"Lyn, then when? When will you face and talk to him again? When you at the age of 22? Face him now Lyn, I know you also want to but you're stopping yourself from doing it." She's right. I went out and face Alex.

"What do you want Alex?"

"You!"

"Well, then I'm going back inside."

"Wait!" I felt arms around me, I felt safe, loved, secured and owned.

"I missed you, I know you missed me too."

"Alex, you should be at school right now, go now or you'll be late."

"I don't care about school, I care for you more." That moment I got angry at him, I pushed him away and looked at him in the eye

"Then care for your parent's misery for once! Don't be selfish! If you want me to notice you like before then act like who you are before you met me!" That came out wrong but if it's the only way then so be it.

"As you wish my lady, off I go. Bye! Keep your words lock because I'll also keep mine lock!" He ran away from my house to school which was 5 miles away. I hope I'm making the right choice and I hope that he'll be not late. I went inside the house, went to the kitchen and saw mom cooking.

"You still love him but you kept on denying it, sweetie."

"I don't love him mom and I'm not denying it."

"Stop denying the truth sweetie, I know you still do, I'm your mother and mother's know their child more than anyone. They always say 'The more you deny, the more you love' and I think it's true because you're loving him more that you decided to let him go before for his safety."

"Mom, stop bringing the past up, 'past is past' don't bring it back in the present because it's already over, we're over, I'm going back to my room." I left the kitchen and went up to my room, my room full of his and mine's memories.

Flashback

3rd Monthsary

"Happy 3rd Monthsary babe!" He handed me a huge teddy bear holding a flower and chocolates. Damn, I'm lucky to be with someone like him, very lucky.

"Thank you, babe, here's yours." I handed him something I've made, a box with memories, and a film of our moments together.

"Wow, thank you very much! I'll keep it!" He hugged me and I hugged him back

"Of course you should or I'll elbow you in the stomach."

"Well then I'll keep it"

4th Monthsary

"Happy 4th Monthsary!!" Right now we are on a date in my room, foods prepared by his mother for our little date, he fed me and cleaned up after we ate. I wish this would never come to an end.