LIVING AS A PASTA (somehow a ticci toby x me/reader)

LIL BIT OF THE BEGINNING

It's so mesmerising to see the anime-con that I've all been dreaming about. Just by looking at the place and see how many people attended made my heart melt and fill with joy. Like fucc, my poor heart kenat- but without further ado, I encouraged my friends, Dani (crush' crush), Alex (whom I have a crush on), andMica (my BFF) to go in with me. I am so happy even if the waiting would be long and so jealous at the same time. Why? The lovebirds... How I wish he would see me like that too but, maybe, maybe I'm just not good enough. I let a frown draw on my face looking down.

Suddenly he asked, "hey, you alright?" I flinched a litty out of surprisement.

"o-oh, I'm fine" I said with a slight smile.

Alex tapped my shoulder and got his attention to Dani once again. I sighed quietly.

Mica then hugged me and said "don't be sad gurl! We're here to your favorite dream~ let's enjoy it while we can". She smiled at her purest and, of course I would smile back. I snapped myself out of sadness. "you're right. Let's enjoy ourselves!"

I looked back to the love birds and smiled at them bittersweet. "let's go you two!~". Dani smiled at me and Alex, he worriedly smiled at me. But, I didn't mind it and enjoyed my time.

--time skip--

Some time has passed and we got inside. My eyes were full of awe when I saw the big exhibit with many stalls of different games and anime's. I jumped with full joy and pulled Mica with me smiling happily. We a Lot of things done. We were now at a section farmost. There I saw.
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creepypasta!!! Oh how I love the creepypasta family!~ "you really love these creepy killers dontcha?". Alex said quite some grinning.

I replied with "heck, of course. Why won't I not love them? Even if their fictional, I sat my fucked up heart to the creppy comfort they gave me". I looked down, playing with my hands, smiling. He looked at me and sighed and patted my head. But, he then kept his attention to his love. They too enjoyed their time and I came back to my enjoyment. I looked back to the stall and saw...
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HOLY-- AAAAAAAA!!!! creepypasta family cosplayers! My eyes sparkled like there was no more to see. I jumped and screamed hugging Mica's arm like crazy. I smiled too hard and I realised that I was blushing on the thought of Ticci Toby that popped in my head. Dani asked me if I was alright while I was holding my cheeks. I then snapped to the bitter reality. I looked at her still questioning and I just replied with a quick nod. I grabbed my phone from my sling bag and  took pictures one by one. Heccin took lots of pictures with the Toby cos player and hugged him. Though, while I was hugging him, I heard a very quiet 'tick' within his chest. I pulled away and looked at him blankly but he just greeted my confusion with a smile as he turned to the others. I felt my heart racing but nevertheless, I shook my head and bought some of the merch and all the other shit there.

--time skip--

It was an exhausting day. We all took a rest at Starbucks and drank their tea. I sighed in comfort while the others talk about the day and such stuff they wanted to tell. I sat there quietly drinking my tea, listening to them. I accidentally had a glance over Alex. He glared at me and faced me. Fucc, no turning back now.

"how is your life? Well, we rarely talk and I just wanna know what's going on" he said to me.

"everything's doing fine. Me and my RP boyfriend broke up since no love is sparkling in his chats. But, he didn't hesitate to go with it." I sipped my tea before continuing. "he also told me he already has someone. That's where I knew his true self. Well, now I'm just back to the fantasizing to my crushes. Fictional or not, my heart kept beating even at a low cost of everything I fantasise to come true." I looked at my tea holding it firmly with both hands and sipped.

Alex then asked,"am I one of your fantasization?" he smirked at me and I blushed lightly but then back to my bored of a face. I mean, I did fantasize about him, he's my crush!

"maybe I'll tell you someday. It's just not the right time today"

"hmm.... Alright" he says so with a soft smile which made me somewhat blush lightly. He's just too amazingly gorgeous! With that, I shrugged of the thought of him. I sighed warmly and continued to sip my tea.

==magical time skip==

It was now getting dark so we parted our ways to get to our own homes.

"hey Aki, do you want us to escort you?" Alex said.

I looked at him a bit tiredly and said, "nah. I'm good man. Just escort my babe Mica and make sure she's safe". I winked at Mica and smirked.

"aweee you make me blush babe~" we laughed and giggled and I parted waving goodbye.
While walking, I pit on an earpiece on one of my ears, currently listening to fuccin sweet music. On the other hand, I kind of a sensed something was near and it was odd. 'fuccin hell I think someone is near'. Looking at my back, there was no one there. So I just gulped to the tense sensation. Shrugging off the thought, I fastened my pace feeling a creepy sensation.
Once I got home and locked the door, I got to my room slammed the door shut and lock. I tirelessly plopped down at the bed looking to the side. I stood up with energy and got to my table where my big digital drawing pad is. I too took my phone, opened the gallery and put in on the table standing up with the picture I took from the creepypasta cosplayers. I stared drawing on the pad, with my oc as a creepypasta, with the other pastas. This could take me a while, BUT! I will use every bit of energy I got.

==a few hours passed==

I was getting sleepy and all when I sensed a chill so strong down my spine. I couldn't help to ignore so I looked around my room. I sighed in frustration messing up my hair. 'maybe I'm just hearing things' as I thought to myself, hearing a creek,with me flinching. The tense rose higher and higher as if someone was right behind me. I closed my eyes and held tightly to the stylus. Some seconds later, the tense lessen and it got soother. I decided to sleep and continue tomorrow. I sat up and turned around too quickly that my limbs gave up making me fall. 'fuck these typical human body'. My head hurted so much and my vision got blurry. With a split second, it all got dark.

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'Ugh... What happened?' I opened my eyes and saw a little town nearby.

"where am I...?". I felt a weight on my hand and looked at it gasping with fear.

I held it up my chest with both hands, noticing that I am holding a bloody scythe. My clothes were full of blood and now I was in a room filled with dead people. The door opened and a woman came in. I noticed it was my stepmother gasping to mea with fear and anger. She was a woman who ruined my life, my family, and my whole sanity. Suddenly, there was a voice... 'KILL HER', it said smoothly. My vision turned red with cold black ooze run down to my cheek. I noticed that I was walking up to her whom was shaking and didn't even run.

"You monster!! Have you noticed what you've done?! You freak shouldn't be alive!!!".

I got annoyed and raised the scythe up my head ready to poke her brain out. "no... No.... Please... Spare me!!!" she said running out of breath.

"you made my life miserable... You deserve this... So, let me teach you eternal peace~" I smiled evilish and laughed devilish. Swinging the scythe to her skull making her splatter blood everywhere. My vision got to the point again where it was all dark.

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I slowly opened my eyes, sunlight shining through the room by the window. I looked at my surroundings and turns out I was on my bed. Putting a hand on my temple, looking puzzled. I don't remember anything from last night. Looking at my hands, my body, and my surrounding. There was no scythe, no dead people, no blood, not even that bitch.
I looked around once more and realised that I was laying on the bed. 'huh, strange...' I lied back down, a hand on my forehead, shrugging off the thought.

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Thaz it now peeps uvu I dunno how to continue but I need motivation-