Hisoka - Break-up

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You've finally passed the hunter exam, something you've been preparing yourself for a while. Since you have a license now, you've been much more busy, but happy to don't have to work normally like you did before so you spend your free time with your boyfriend. This, however, hasn't been happening at all lately.

You wanted to ask him, but he always found a way to avoid you. You started thinking you did something wrong that may have upset him, after all he's... Really special. But trying to find out what, you couldn't really see it.

For the first time in days of you texting him without any answer, you finally got a reply from him and excited you took your phone in order to read it.

"You're so boring" it was his answer when you repeatedly asked if everything was fine between the two of you, if he was okay or wanted to see you.

It felt like a knife right straight to you heart. It wasn't much, but mean words coming from him definitely affected you.

"What do your mean?" you texted him back.

"What I just said. Oh, are you dumb too? My, my, I definitely lost interest on you already~"

What was he trying to say? Lost interest? Already?

"I'm tired of this little act. It was fun at first" you read "but darling you're so easy to trick it isn't entertaining anymore."

Your eyes widened. Was everything just a big lie?

"Hisoka, you can't be serious"

"Oh? Hurting you, aren't I? I wish I could see the look in your face, you must feel so helpless~⭐"

As you read everything, you felt emptiness eating you from your stomach, an awful sensation, like you were about to faint.

"You lied?"

"Every second, stupid little pet~♥️"

It made you feel just like he said, stupid. The trust you had in him now faded, even if you desperately wanted it to be a lie, a joke, wishing he would come back to you and told you that he never meant it, that what you two had was true.

But you should have guessed it. Your friends warned you, after all, and your new ones (hunters) too, but you didn't wanted to believe it. He wasn't such a bad person, you truly believed that... Were you wrong all this time?

"Now stop sending those pitiful messages, hm? Don't humiliate yourself more, tho its funny to see~~"

"I hate you" you answered, blocking him and after that, throwing the phone away.

Hisoka's POV

"I hate you" she said, and I saw a notification that said I couldn't text her anymore. I sighed, my plan worked, I guess I'm just a really good liar.

I should have done this before. I know it's the best for her, now that she's a hunter she can protect herself, she'll make new friends, meet new people, she doesn't need me anymore so it was the perfect chance to leave her, I just needed her to see the bad person I truly am... but still why does it hurt so much?

Hurt.

It hurts.

I've never thought losing someone could be painful.

I don't like this, it's not like physical pain, I just can't describe what I'm feeling.

Am I... Sad? It's an awful feeling, definitely, I don't enjoy it, but I did the right thing, right? I don't tend to fail, I'm never wrong, so this is gonna be the best for her. I want her to be happy, but... Do I want others to be the reason? Shouldn't I do that myself?

Oh, right... I can't.

A wet feeling on my cheek, what is this? I wiped it off, with some of my makeup. Water? No. Tears.

Y/N, I'm sorry.

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