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A letter

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"look, I've been thinking about this for a while..and I've just decided to tell you now"

Tom looked up from his legs that were kicking back and forth as he swung slightly along the swing beside Tord.

They had decided to go out to the park today, the sun was slowly setting so there was a nice breeze and color in the sky that put Tom in a happy mood.

The two stayed silent once they began gazing into each other's eyes, the only sounds being the cars racing by on the street and the wind that howld around them, the air blowing the duos hair slightly to the right once in a while.

"O-okay..?"

Tom didn't like the silence anymore, nor did he like the serious and upset look on Tord's face.

He didn't want to think about the things Tord could say, he knew it was going to be negative, just don't think about it too much Tom, stay calm.

Tord looked to the side before fixing his gaze back on Tom, he sighed heavily once he finally decided the wait was over.

He set his feet straight down onto the dirt covered area below the swings and held onto the metal Chains on either side of him, abruptly stopping himself from swinging any further.

"Look, you know I love you.. right?"

Tom took in a breath, his brain took it's time to buffer and finally process the words that had just come out of Tords mouth, he held back the urge to cry, not really knowing why he felt that way or what was really happening right now.

The Brit watched as Tord removed his left hand from around one of the chains at his side and held it out to him, slowly, Tom lifted his hand from his lap and placed it over Tord's palm, his nerves calming slightly when Tord laced their fingers together.

Finally being able to breathe Tom nodded his head,

"Y-yeah..I love you too Tordy"

A pained expression came across the Norski's face once his nickname from Tom escaped those soft lips that he knew were quivering in anticipation right about now, he hated to cut the cord and end the wait so slowly but he just couldn't blurt it out in one steady take, and he knew Tom wouldn't take it well either.

He bit his lip and watched as Tom pulled up his hoodie and lowered his head, a habit he had come across when he was getting worried or scared.

Tom slowly peeked up at Tord as he grasped his hand tighter.

"Why..?"

His voice was low and hoarse, as if he had already been crying for while, which just wasn't the case.

"You know I would never do anything to hurt you, ever.. right?"

Tom nodded once again, his heart beginning to race faster and faster the more Tord ignored his simple question.

"I'd never hurt you."

"I- I kno-"

"I'd never make you do anything you didn't want to."

Tom stayed silent as Tord's voice continued to get louder every word that escaped his mouth.

"I wouldn't. Tell me I wouldn't."

Tom's voids slowly flooded with tears as Tord's grip on his hand grew tighter by the second, he tried pulling his hand away but that only made it worse, he whimpered a bit only to stop once Tord let go, his eyes widened in cold shock once he saw the fading red mark where his hand once was.