Blind - Team Crafted Fan-Fic

Near a breakdown

MITCH'S POV

It's been hard over the last three days. We told the guys about Hart's condition taking affect and her wheelchair and crutches. God bless her, she's been so strong, so brave. Me, Jerome and Hart decided to make some cakes, chocolate and vanilla. Flour got everywhere but we all made a batch and Hart watched them bake in her flour covered wheel chair and Jerome got it stuck on his nose. It was so nice doing that, it took away the pain for a while.

JEROME'S POV

Me and Mitch have conversations about things. Like what is going to happen in a...few years. I have had times where I have sat and cried, but Mitch is always there for me. We, Team Crafted, spend much more time together, we are closer than ever before. I must admit I'm scared all the time for Mitch and Hart. Worried about what is going to happen. But I know I can't think about that now. Just focusing on having fun is helping, I love my family. I remember we did a Spleef episode and Mitch lost and as he shouted his voice broke. We couldn't stop laughing!

ADAM'S POV

I'm happy Mitch and Jerome adopted Hart. I feel like she is my own child, my flesh and blood. Sometimes she wants me to read to her at night and we read books and watch movies. I'm over Dawn. Her fault that she left, I realised she wasn't the one and got over it. I don't care about her now, I live in the present. And the present is awesome. We do so many fun things. Hart has got the Crafting flare, Minecraft is her favourite game and always wants to play it. Bit like us. No matter what, Hart is going to have the Team Crafted spirit, wherever she may go.

HART'S POV

I can't do this much more, hide behind a smile. It hurts sometimes. But I don't know how long until I snap. It can't be long now. I don't want to scare the others, so I try and hide it and think it'll go away if I don't think about it. I can't do this alone. I am in my wheelchair now, too hard to walk. My channel has given me support because I do face cam and stuff. My friends and family are awesome, I cannot thank them enough.

But behind this face, hidden behind the smile and the happiness...I'm crying alone. Its hard. Right now I'm recording an episode of Q&A as my 690,000 sub special.

'Hello guys! HartofDarkness here to welcome your faces to this special video! As you guys might have known, I reached 90,000 subscribers or demons. And to celebrate, I asked you guys on Twitter to tweet me questions for me to answer in this Q&A vlog thing. I will only answer 6 big questions that are repeats and are most popular. I have a montage still in the making, but that will be when I reach 100K Demons. And with that, onto the Q&A!'

'First question: ''How did you first meet Tram Crafted''. Well as you guys will probably know I was blind and I lived in an orphanage. Both my parents died in a car crash. I was adopted by Adam and Dawn, but personal issues aroused and instead Mitch and Jerome adopted me. But I love all of Team Crafted, especially my boyfriend.

Second question: ''Who are you dating or who would you date?'' I am actually in a relationship with Ssundee. We are very happy together and we are having a great time being together.

Third question: ''What's with the sexy look? Your hair and eyes are fab!'' I wouldn't go as far as 'sexy'... But I like my black and purple hair. I had it done a while ago now, but I love it. And as far as my eyes go, I'll tell you more about that later.

Fourth question: ''Because of your channel, will you be doing parodies and going to events?'' I honestly don't know. I might do a parody but I don't really like singing so you'll have to see about that. And regarding the events, I honestly have no clue. I would like to go to PAX and Minecon but I cannot tell you I'm afraid. You'll just have to wait and see if I post a vlog about it.

Fifth question: ''other than Minecraft, are you going to be doing any other games?'' I might do. I am really into Halo and Fifa and Forza at the moment. I might do some more videos but I honestly don't know.

Sixth question: ''I don't wish to be rude and so sorry if I offend you (not intended) but why are you in a wheelchair?'' This is the most requested question I get. I mentioned earlier about my eyes. People think that I just wear contacts but I don't. Its because I was blind. I was until a couple of months ago I think. But I couldn't see anything, it was so different to now. I had a medical emergency that meant I had to be rushed to hospital and had an operation. It was a success and it unintentionally regained my eye sight. I still have these eyes and I love em. Unique and special! But the reason I have a wheelchair is because I was also diagnosed with an incurable disease which means my legs won't work well and so I am in a wheelchair.'

'So yeah that's all from me, HartofDarkness. You know the routine. Like, comment, subscribe and become a Demon today! Until the next time I welcome your face, goodbye!' I finish and sigh.

I can't be bothered to do much anymore. And quite frankly I'm afraid to. Worried that that one thing will make me snap. I can't risk it...what do I do.

AUTHORS NOTE: As you guys know I have mini dramas and a large drama in all my books. Leave a comment on the big drama that YOU think should happen!!!