Signed and Sealed With a Kiss [h.s fanfic]

Letter Twenty-Eight ♥

Harry's POV--

There were constant amount of girls stopping me on the way down to the coffee cafe, but there was only one that I had on my mind. Ever since I left her place this morning, Leah had been the only thing I could think about. I kept going over what I would say to her to clear things up about last night and how I would say it, so I didn't make a fool of myself. I was so into my thoughts at one point that I ran into one of my fans as she stepped out in front of me to take a picture. I obviously didn't mean to, but things happen.

As soon as the door swings open from me pulling the handle towards me, chimes hanging on top of the door echoed throughout the small cafe. Surprisingly, there were not many people seated at any of the tables, but that was all right because that meant less attention put on me. 

"You're Harry Styles, right?" The young guy behind the counter, who only looked to be about sixteen or seventeen, asked me. By the look on his face, I could tell he already knew the answer to his own question, so I just nodded in response. "I have something to give you."

Not knowing what to expect, I tried objecting his offer. "No, that's okay. I just would like a black coffee, please." 

When I looked down at my wallet to pull out the money for my drink, a piece of paper obstructed my view from the guy shoving it towards my face. "Here. It's not from me, I promise."

"Who's it from then?" I asked, looking at him confused. 

"Some brunette girl. Lisa? Laila? I forget her name, but she said to give it to you when you came in." I knew exactly who he was talking to, so I quickly took the paper and went to find a seat. "Oh, would you still like your coffee, sir?"

My focus was all on the letter, causing me to ignoring him unintentionally. Why would Leah write me something instead of just talking to me?

November 1, 2012

Dear Harry, 

I don't know why, but I couldn't get myself to meet you down at the coffee place. I just don't think it's right for us to do what we're doing anymore. I understand that what happened last night wasn't anything important because I don't think that you would sleep on the floor in the hallway outside my flat if it was. However, you're an amazing guy, you really are, but I don't believe that you and I will work out how we would both like to. 

Last night showed me that I could never be apart of the lifestyle you are so used to. I tried to put on a front, but the parties, random girls, and especially the constant being in the spot light was all too much for me to handle even for a night. I could never imagine doing that for the rest of my life. I wish I could though because we both know that I want to be with you so badly, but I just can't. 

I really hope you understand where I'm coming from. Also, I know this is sudden and feels as if it's coming out of left field, but I was thinking about it all last night when after I got home. I could hardly sleep thinking about what those people are going to write about me and you, and I didn't want to constantly feel that way. It would make me crazy if this continued.

I don't want there to be any hate between us, so just know that these past few months of us writing back and forth was so much fun. I didn't think anything like this would ever happen. I want to thank you for making me feel special and loved, and  I hope to hear that amazing song you sent me on the radio soon. 

Goodbye, Harry.

always,

Leah

OMG! *tear* I honestly did not expect for me to write such a sad letter, but it just happened. I'm sorry! :( I hope none of you hate me for tearing up Heah! 

Okay, enough sadness...the reason y'all are getting a double update is because you all got this book to 1510 reads, and it's only TUESDAY! I set the goal for 1500 to be reached by FRIDAY, and you completely blew that out of the water. I am just beyond amazed right now, and I love y'all so much! Would it be bad of me to see if we can't get this to 1650 by the end of the week? I honestly wish I could get this book ranked because I've never had one in the ranking before, but I guess one step at a time. 

Anyways, hope you enjoyed this! <33