Waiting for the sun (Leondre Devries)

4- hopeful

Y/n pov
Hopeful
Please help me God, I feel so alone
I'm just a kid, I can't take it on my own
I've cried so many tears, yeah, writing this song
Trying to fit in. Where do I belong?
I wake up every day, don't wanna leave my home
My mamma's askin' me why I'm always alone
Too scared to say, too scared to holler
I'm walking to school with sweat around my collar
I'm just a kid, I don't want no stress
My nerves are bad, my life's a mess
The names you call me, they hurt real bad
I want to tell my Mom
She's havin' trouble with my Dad
I feel so trapped, there's nowhere to turn
Come to school
Don't wanna fight I wanna learn
So please mister Bully
Tell me what I've done
You know I have no Dad
I'm livin' with my Mom

'Cause I'm hopeful, yes, I am
Hopeful for today
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away
And be hopeful, hopeful
And He'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay
Just be hopeful

Why do you trip at the colour of my skin
And whether I'm fat or whether I'm thin
You call me loser, you call me a fool
I ain't got a choice, I gotta go to school
I wish I had an angel to stick by my side
I'm shaking with fear, I'm so scared inside
Doesn't really matter if I ain't got the looks
Why do you always hurt me and destroy my books?

'Cause I'm hopeful, yes, I am
Hopeful for today
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away
And be hopeful, hopeful
And He'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay
Just be hopeful

I give you all my money every single day
I didn't ask to be born but now I have to pay
I ain't got no food, you take all I have
When I give it to you, you search through my bags
I wrote this song for you to see
We could've been friends, yeah you and me
Mister bully, take a moment please
Every single day you bring me to my knees

'Cause I'm hopeful, yes, I am
Hopeful for today
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away
And be hopeful, hopeful
And He'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay
'Cause I'm hopeful, yes I am,
Hopeful for today (Hopeful for today)
Take this music and use it (Bars and Melody!)
Let it take you away (Take you away)
And be hopeful, hopeful (Yeah)
And he'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay
Just be hopeful

What I wear is all I have
We lost our home, I'm livin' from a bag
Yo mister bully, help me please
I'm flesh and blood, accept me please

Is this a song??? Trying to figure out the first one, I flick again.

Shining star
You're my shining star
I searched from near to far
And all day long you were,
right here my baby
Yo the girls from every nation,
your loves not an award
it's a motivation,
we're miles apart,
it breaks my heart,
this love's a journey about the star,
in the night you shine so bright
darknees falls you give light
I feel you close but you're so far,
but baby girl you're like a star
when we speak, there's tears in my eyes,
when I'm lonely,
I look to the sky's,
like three men who were so wise,
but my love I see your eyes
They're miles away, yeah, so far
twinkle, twinkle my little star
I feel you near, but you're so far
Baby girl you're shining star
You're my shining star
I searched from near to far
And all day long you were
right here my baby
You're my superstar
and girl you own my heart
and when we're worlds apart
I'll be right here my baby
oh oh oh way oh
You're my shining star
"Ti amo" my italian bambino
I fell in love with ya when I firts see ya
Romain girls "Te iubesc"
you know princess you are the best
"Kocham cie" my polish queen
I really like girls who have never been seen,
"Eu te amo" I stay on my kness
for all my princesses if you're portuguese
You're killin' me south with all your words,
I'm going crazy
my vision's blurred,
to all my frenchies "J te'aime",
I love your voice
I wanna hear it again
I know you are in a land so far baby girl,
you're like a star
German girls "Ich liebe dish",
to be with you is my only wish
You're my shining star
I searched from near to far
and all day long you were
right here my baby
You're my superstar
and girl you own my heart
and when we're worlds apart
I'll be right there
oh oh oh way oh
you're my shining star
There's no place in the world too far,
I'll always hols you here in my heart,
you're my light, girl,
you're my shining star
You're my shining star
I searched from near to far
and all day long you were
right here my baby
(OHH)
You're my superstar
and girl you own my heart
and when we're worlds apart
I'll be right here my baby
oh oh oh way oh
you're my shining star
shine a light, it'll be okay oh
You're my shining star

I think that whatever Leo was writing, he's good at it. He could make a profession of it. The next is labelled Keep smiling then Stay strong
The list carries on.
Beautiful
Unite
Too good at goodbyes
Fast car
Shape of you
Thousand years
Unforgettable
7 years
Allergic to the sun
New rules
Live your life
I won't let you go
Rockstar
Hello
Closer
Not a love song
I'll be missing you
Put ü first
Lighthouse
Love to see me fail

'You wrote these??' My voice goes high for the second word. Leo chuckles. He nods, almost looking embarrassed. The last one caught my eye.

Thousand years
For the drawing girl
Distance won't destroy us
Our hearts will only grow fonder
The absence of each other
Will only keep our love stronger

We share the moon, we share the stars
We taste the tears, we bare the scars
A thousand years, I'd run to you
There's not a thing I wouldn't do
I know this pain won't last
We can leave it all in the past
I would give my life for you
Just for another chance

A thousand years, a thousand miles
Across the world just to see you smile
You've been away for way too long
I need your love just to keep me strong
Everyday when I'm with you I lose my mind
But I will wait forever, girl
True love is hard to find
A thousand years, erase the time
I'll wait forever just to make you mine
Distance won't destroy us
Our hearts will only grow older
The absence of each other
Will never make our love colder

I stared down the sun
I part every sea
I break the curse they put on us
And then we could be free
I tear down these walls
And open up my heart
For that would be the day
It all fell apart

A thousand years, a thousand miles
Across the world just to see you smile
You've been away for way too long
I need your love just to keep me strong

I would never rest
No, I will never fall
Until I see your face
I will fight right through it all
A thousand years, erase the time
I'll wait forever just to make you mine
Distance won't destroy us
Our hearts will only grow older
The absence of each other
Will never make our love colder
A thousand years, a thousand miles
Across the world just to see you smile
You've been away for way too long
I need your love just to keep me strong
Everyday when I'm with you I lose my mind
But I will wait forever, girl
True love is hard to find
A thousand years, erase the time
I'll wait forever just to make you mine
Across the world just to see you smile
I'll wait forever just to make you mine

When Leo realised I was looking at the last page, he grabbed the book back. Too late. I already read it.

AN
Eeeuuuuugggghh that was terrible wasn't it. Anywho as usual please tell me thoughts. And I really wanna fit Love To See Me Fail. Please go listen to the songs mentioned. 1512 words. That's long. Even though all I did was type out lyrics while listening to songs. Ummmm ik not all these songs are original BaM but Leondre wrote raps for most of them.But baaaaaiiiii MY LITTLE PINK PEANUTS 🔆🔆✊✊