This is a kongart story . It is my first attempt to write a story so please guide and support me throughout the story.
Kongpob joined TID with lots of young dreams and luckily gets Arthit as his mentor who is famous for his bravery and courage.
Bu...
Kongpob don't know for how he long he has been sitting in the music studio. His mind and heart both are an emotional mess. He don't know why seeing P'Arthit kissed by someone else brought this immense sorrow to him. He was contemplating all this when Anurak sat beside him and asked the question which confused him even more. He stayed silent as he don't know how to reply .
" Phee!! Why did you ran away?? Do you have any idea how terrified Park & I were? "
" I am sorry but i couldn't stay there anymore ... i just had to get away " Kongpob said in a shaky voice , his head bowed down, his eyes getting teary again remembering the scene played at the cafe.
Anurak detected the shakiness in his voice . He took Kongpob chin in his hand making him look at him and saw red and puffy eyes staring back at him, pleading him silently to make the pain go away .
" were you crying Phee?? Oh Phee!!" Anurak hugged kongpob. He has an inkling that even his Phee don't know why he is hurting . So, getting any answers from him is out of question , only thing he could do is comfort him like a friend.
As soon as Anurak enveloped kongpob in warm hug, he begin to sob in tears. At these moments he miss his parents whom he has never met. P'Beam and his foster parents are the best family anyone could wish for . They never let him feel that he is not their own but despite that kongpob could not bring himself to open up to them. But with Anurak, he feels a brotherhood ,like he can open up to him and won't be judged or laughed upon .
Several moments later, kongpob quieted down and pulled from the hug .
" Th..thank you Anurak to be here with me !" Kongpob gave a watery yet sincere smile to Anurak .
" no need Phee!! I will always be here for you. I am glad to meet someone like you. Park or not , you will always be my phee . Now give me your brighening smile and tell me who dared to break your heart ?"
Kongpob was touched hearing this and started telling him how he met Arthit , how he helped him in overcoming his fear, the disappearance , their almost kiss and incident at cafe.
" I don't know why it is affecting me that much .Hell, I don't know before today that i like men. I have never been attracted to anyone in my life. I have no idea when i began to like him. It was not like he had promised me anything but....it...just felt like betrayal...childish isn't it??"
" Phee, don't cry please. Feelings and emotions don't have logic. They just appear out of blue. Seeing someone you love with another person hurts like bitch , like you are getting stabbed again and again . Phee! Love is a the most beautiful feeling .Don't be upset that you can't be with him , just be happy that at least you have experienced the feeling of being in love ,even one sided. I am sure you will meet someone who love you the most in the world and took away all your grief and sorrow."
Anurak said, a faraway look in his eyes, a bittersweet smile playing on his lips. He hastily tried to turn away from Kongpob when a lone tear fall from his eyes but was stopped by his phee.
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