Love Between You & Me

Learning to remember

Kongpob and Arthit both are sitting in his bedroom . Kongpob has put a white bandage on his nose which is thankfully not broken was touching the bridge of Arthit's nose,his eyes were filled with guilt. Seeing that Arthit took both of Kongpob's hand in his and said,
" we need to talk about this kong. We can't move forward with your aversion to my touches. If you react the same way in front of all those audiences, we are finished. So you have to ..you know like control your mind that it's me ,and am not a danger ..okay?"

Arthit has realised that Kongpob has some issues with skinship after two encounters, so he decided to help him.

" will you let me help you?" Arthit looked at Kongpob waiting for his answer.

He desperately needed Kongpob to say yes . Cause the whole plan would not work with the younger one shying away from his touch every now and then. Simple. So, the only thing which matters now is helping Kong to get rid of this fear to some extent.

At last Kongpob nodded and Arthit released a sigh of relief. He scooted to one side of bed and patted the space beside him. Kongpob hesitantly did the same. His heart is doing that flip flop thing again . He has never shared bed with anyone not even P'Beam. But he trust P'Arthit and that was enough for him to shut all those warning bells in furthest corner of his brain.

Arthit faced Kongpob and cupped his cheeks.

"Look into my eyes kong!! try to relaxe, just concentrate on me and give signal to your brain to recognise it ...say your brain that it's okay??" Kongpob tried to do so but instead of Arthit's heartbeat, there's only noise of his inner thoughts .

Seeing Kong's struggle to relaxed , Arthit tried another way. He encircled Kong's waist and hugged him. Immediately Kongpob's whole body seized and he started to push Arthit back but Arthit never lost his grip .
Instead he closed his mouth near Kongpob's ear and started whispering alongwith drawing circles on Kong's back using his hand.

Feeling warm breath, a shiver ran through Kong's body . He couldn't understand a single word Arthit was saying .His mind was battling with his heart indicating him of danger , his years of self defence practice trying to come out but his heart is saying to just savour this moment ..of being in safe havens . His heart is trying to memorize Arthit's touch, his rythm of heartbeats . At last , heart wins this war against Kongpob's brain and his body looses stiffness and sagged with relief. With a mind of it's own Kongpob'sj hand crept towards the back of Arthit and hugs him back.

Arthit was stunned to Kong hugging him back , he scooted backwards taking a pillow at headboard and sat there with Kongpob in his arms..how long has it been since i hold someone..i had forgot that feeing but holding Kongpob is just giving me entirely different kind of vibes...Arthit is confused as he couldn't pinpoint what is this unsettling feeling.

They remained in same manner holding each other for some time . Kongpob's erratic heartbeats is normal now as well has even breaths.

" You good?" Arthit enquired tapping at kongpob's shoulder. Not getting any reply , he begin to get worried. He took hold of Kong and peered at his face and smiled . Kong has fallen asleep on him. He gently removed the bangs covering Kongpob's forehead ...A sleeping Kongpob is a sight to behold. He looks so innocent. I don't get why this soul is in our department ..

Arthit was intently tracing each and every dip and turn of Kongpob face... He is handsome, no wonder chief has chosen him for Park . I just hope that today has helped him somewhat ...with all these thoughts swirling he tried to position Kong on the pillow. Tried being key word as Kong has a strong hold on Arthit refusing to free him even in sleep... well Kongpob, morning is gonna be entertaining!!!..Arthit chuckled thinking how much it will be to tease his nong .

..I can't wait to see his crimson cheeks and burning ears with cute stuttering...and went to lie on bed with Kongpob attached to him like a Koala bear.

Kongpob opened his eyes to unfamiliar ceiling and his mind begin to go on power mode but then he felt a hand on his stomach, a milky white skin contrast to his slightly tanned and like some switch has been flipped on in his body ,all his defence mechanism signals has been switched off and his heart and brain both relaxed as he realised that he is with P'Arthit. He sat up on the bed trying to find a way to get out of bed without waking the sleeping beauty when the door of the room suddenly opened.

" AAAARTHIIITTTTT!!!! YOU FUCKWARD"

"Ughhhh!!!! Not agggaiiinnnn"

Arthit whined as his wishful sweet dream got broken again.

" What the hell Jae!!! What are you doing here early in the morning & why are you here, you-" Arthit's scolding was cut off by his cousin.

"No no Arthit , not a single question from you, this time it would be me going to question you not the other way dear cousin ... but first thing first ....who do we have here " .

Jae cocked his eyebrow and looked at Kongpob who is still in bed . Jae walked towards Kong and his hand upshot to Kongpob

''who is this cutie ?? Can I keep him?"

Before he could touch Kongpob Arthit pulled him back .

"What the fuck you said ??? Cutie??? Am not a cutie..you..you idiot "

Kongpob exclaimed furiously...Why the fuck everybody think am cute?? And who is this rabbit face..

Arthit was surprised . As far he has noticed Kongpob is very polite to each and everyone .

" ooh!!!feisty one!!! I heard that feisty are very good in bed" Jae winked.

"Give him to me Arthit"

Kongpob is now beyond
furious. What the fuck this guy think of me

"YOU!!!! I am gonna kick you , you bunny f-"

" Stop both of you , I am getting headache from your bickering. Kongpob, you go and freshen up .If you want you can shower and feel free to use my wardrobe" .

Arthit don't know why but he didn't want anyone to see Kongpob with bed hair . And then there is Jae, his cousin brother and partner in crime . He can easily sacrifice himself for Jae and later will do the same if such situation arises but at the moment he is not liking the way his eyes are glued to retracting back of Kongpob or better say his ass .

" JAE EYES HERE BOY!!! AM HERE" Arthit forcibly turned Jae toward him .

" sooo??

" what? " Jae asked trying to turn back .

Arthit's level of annoyance was increasing with each time Jae was trying to look back. He clutched both shoulders of his cousin ,pushed him out of room , locking it behind them.

" who is he Arthit? I want him. Is he one of your night stand??" Jae pretty much ignored the knife stabbing look Arthit was giving him.

" No & NO , Kongpob is not my one night stand & you must not want him or else be ready for P'Beam. He is his baby brother"

" Wait!! What ?? P'Beam?? "

Arthit has a victorious smile on his face seeing panicked look on his cousin face which comically dropped hearing his next words

" well, for this feisty, I can manage P'Beam " Jae said seriously and it is never a good sign .Arthit had a slight pinched feeling in his heart hearing this but he avoided it and changed the direction.

"Jae!! You can't or better you won't do anything especially now we have some work. May be when that finishes"

" you mean you are going for mission?? Again?? Okay don't answer . I don't want to know any detail about whatever you mean by work. Just be careful".

Jae asks distastefully. His cousin is an easy going fun loving guy and also served as a cop but after the misfortune his ex has met, he hates everything related to it with single cell of his body.