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066. ghostbusters.

AT THE hotel, Logan was surprised Max actually left them alone and went back to her own hotel room. The two couples did the same, Lucas and Dustin went into their shared room and Logan followed Mike into theirs. "Wanna see what else I can do in bed?" Logan asked and Mike looked over with wide eyes. The brunette boy held up his hands, "I just realized how that sounds."

"Yeah, no shit," Mike said and Logan walked over to the bed. "I meant, I can also cuddle. Now come over here and hold me, Wheeler." He said and Mike smiled widely, walking to him.

They use to cuddle a lot but lately they haven't. He got into the bed next to Logan and held his waist. Logan turned the other way, being the little spoon as Mike was now the big spoon, putting his chin onto Logan's shoulder gently. "I'll get you to watch Ghostbusters one day." Mike whispered into his ear and Logan just closed his eyes.

"Sure..."

When Logan fell asleep, Mike slowly pulled his arms back and got into his own bed. He played with his fingers then decided to read for a while. As he read, Logan would stir and mumbled incoherent things. Mike just looks away and says he's dreaming. Just dreaming. "No... No... Stop that..." He heard and looked over at Logan. He stopped moving and whimpered in his sleep. Mike set the book down and went over to the bed slowly.

"Logan?" He said, letting out the breath he held in. Logan reached up and rubbed his eyes before opening them. "Mike?" He whispered and Mike frowned. "What was your dream about?" He asked and Logan slowly sat up, bringing his legs up to his chest as he did. Mike sits down, right in front of him, "to be honest? I-I've been keeping this stuff from you..." Logan looked at him.

He wanted to see Mike's reaction. Which was just him looking down and saying, "oh," softly. "I'm sorry... I've always been honest with you, I don't know why I kept it from you." He sighed and rubbed his eyes. "When I didn't wake up for like three days in the hospital, I-I kind of dreamt about us, you and me, like I said, we kissed in public, at a park and then Jake came over... He was with Will... I-I think that reason was because the way he describes Luke." He sighed and looked down.

"Same as Jake?" Mike asked and he nodded. "And then, we were on a beach, you guys weren't there but Jake was... He kissed me and you saw. So you left, when I needed help." He frowned and Mike's eyebrows furrow together. "I'd never do that to you though, you know that right?" He asked and reached out to put his hand on Logan's arm gently. Logan just nodded his head slightly.

"Then when I went to look at Jake, the scenery changed and we were in his room... He took off my clothes and..." Logan paused and looked up at Mike who slowly retracted his hand. "He... did that, to you?" He asked and Logan nods.

"I kept telling him to stop... but it's like everytime I said it, it would hurt more... He'd get more rough, even had a hand around my neck, almost like he was trying to kill me." He whispered then looked up at Mike. "I've been having dreams like that since... I-I don't know if it was because I didn't tell you but I'm telling you now, and I hope they stop... now." He said and Mike sighed softly.

"It's fine you didn't tell me... Some things we keep from others and even from our own selves, I think it was just all in your head and not even about me." He said as he went to move to lay next to Logan who bit his bottom lip. "Maybe... either way, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't tell you." He says.

Mike just stared up at him. "Must've been nice at first... kissing me in the middle of a park, getting no weird looks..." He said and Logan smiled slightly. "Yeah. Definitely." He nodded and looked down at Mike. "One day, Mike... One day."

Mike reached out, putting a hand gingerly to Logan's back. "Yeah... one day." His fingers rub circles into the boy's back. "Hey... uh, you wanna watch Ghostbusters?" Logan asked and as soon as he saw the big smile on Mike's face, he smiled too and just stared at him. "Sure!" He says.

Mike went over to his backpack and took out the tape. "I knew you packed it..." Logan shook his head and Mike smiled widely, walking over to the VHS player and inserting the movie. The whole time during the movie, they sat side by side with Logan's head on Mike's shoulder.

"I remember the guys and I dressing up... As them." Mike mumbled and Logan smiled, kissing his shoulder gently. "I know... Max told me. You guys are such dorks." He chuckled and Mike just blushed, rolling his eyes. The rest of the movie, Logan just stayed there on Mike's shoulder until eventually moved to lay his head on Mike's lap instead, continuing to watch the rest of the movie. Mike reached out to his hair and ran his slender fingers through his brown hair.

When the movie was finished, Logan sighed and rubbed Mike's knee. "I love you... For the longest time I felt like I'd never be even... capable of that feeling. Then I met you." He said softly and Mike smiled faintly to himself.

"I always felt like I wasn't loved," Mike said honestly and Logan sat up, facing him. "Yeah?" He said and Mike nodded his head once. "All the time... like I'm not worthy or something. But you, you always make me feel so good, always make me feel appreciated, make me feel loved... And I'll always love you for that." He said as he stared at Logan who sighed softly and leaned over.

Their lips connect, their afternoon continuing on like that, holding each other and kissing the other gingerly and lovingly, even pulling back to whisper to the other how much they love one another and how much they mean to each other. Mike nuzzled Logan's nose, "cutest and best boyfriend ever," he mumbled and Logan smiles.

"That's you."

"No, that's you."

authors note man a relationship like theirs pls🥺