Life After Death

5

A few more weeks passed and I still had no clue what happened or why. I still hadn't gotten my life back either. However I wasn't even sure if that was what I wanted.

Being reincarnated didn't seem that bad;

the abusing stopped,

I was actually loved

and in school I was even considered popular.

Can you imagine? Me popular!

These past few weeks had been nothing but a rollercoaster. My whole entire life as I had always known it had changed, it became the complete opposite of what it was.

The mess,

the chaos,

the pain,

the stress all gone!

Just like that, as if someone granted my wish.

Even though it was really amazing and all, it was also taking up all my energy. I was very happy that we finally had a break from school, it was only a week but still that was all I needed. A week off, no distractions just some time to relax.

If only that was actually true.

Hey Diary,

Finally a week off. I'm exhausted from everything that's happened. It's been a roller coaster but I'd do it all again. I'm getting everything I've always dreamed of. People like me, I have a loving parent, my crush likes me. I wish things would stay this way forever. Okay I'm gonna stop writing now, Netflix is calling my name. Or is it Noa's? Hihi

XOXO Selena

I was still in my bed, deeply covered in blankets watching my favorite Netflix show for the one hundredth time when all of the sudden the doorbell rang.

I was too lazy to get it, so I just listened carefully to hear who it was. I heard a soft sweet voice, hold on I'd recognize this voice anywhere! It was Fenna, what was she doing here so early? I looked at the clock and realized it was already twelve AM so it wasn't that early. I heard footsteps on the stairs and within a second my door opened, it was indeed Fenna who rang the doorbell.

She came in like a complete goddess, she wore a black skinny jeans that made her ass look amazing and a leather jacket which is super duper hot. Her long chocolate brown hair was curled which made her even more pretty, she was just perfect like always. "Hello earth to Noa?",

I was completely dozed off in my thoughts.

"Huh? Oh hi",

I tried to act casually.

"Is everything alright",

Fenna asked.

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine",

I lied.

I was feeling a lot of confusion so I wasn't sure whether or not I was fine.

"Okay Noa speak! I can tell something's bothering you and I wanna be there for you!",

Fenna seated on my bed.

I wasn't sure what to say, should I tell her?

What if it would ruin our friendship,

what if she thinks I'm crazy?

"I'm sorry I..",

my voice broke the long never ending silence.

"Come on tell me what's wrong",

Fenna hugged me.

"I wish I could tell you but I genuinely can't",