Life After Death

6

Our one week school break passed by quickly and it was time to go back to school again. Mike and I still hadn't succeeded in finding out more about the reincarnation thing, so here we were like any other lunch break discussing reincarnation.

"Well well, what are you two lovebirds up to?",

Megan, Stephanie and Jessica seated with us.

"Lovebirds?",

I looked at them confusedly. What were they even doing here on our table?!

"Uhh hello the whole school is talking about it",

Jessica said chewing on her gum.

"About what?",

Mike was as confused as me.

"Duh Mike doing the new girl! Come on it's so obvious you two are like always together".

"What?!",

Mike and I were flabbergasted.

"Wait you two aren't dating?",

Megan asked.

"No we're just friends",

I said.

"Oh well alright than so have you heard about Selena? Such a tragedy",

Jessica changed the subject.

"I know I can't believe she isn't with us anymore, I've been thinking about it all break long",

Megan said, faking a tear.

I was trying not to freak and felt my fingernails dig into my palm. What were they thinking?! Acting as if it was a big loss. Why did they even started about me?

My brain was boiling over from anger.

"If you liked her so much why did you drove her to suicided than?",

It popped right out of my mouth.

"It wasn't our fault, she was just some depressed psycho",

Jessica answered.

"You three are unbelievable, I'm not a depressed psycho! You have no right judging me just like that! You don't know what I went through, yeah I might be a messed up weirdo and yeah I am depressed so what?! I can't help it so instead of making my life miserable because you don't understand me just accept me for who I am. And don't you dare act as if you had a big loss, you never cared about me and I won't allow you to!",

I snapped.

Right after that I realized I had just exposed myself, I anxiously waited for their reaction.

"Wait what?",

all three of them looked at me confusedly.

"Noa what the hell are you talking about? We barely even know you",

Megan looked at me confusedly.

"Forget it, I have to go",

I took my stuff and left awkwardly.

"Weirdo",

Jessica jelled.

"She's not a weirdo you better leave her alone. And oh yeah FYI that was Selena speaking not Noa",

Mike said pissed.

He walked towards me and we both left.

I went to the ladies room and sighted. As I was staring at myself in the mirror, I wondered who I was even looking at. It felt so weird being a complete stranger when looking in the mirror.