Chapter 20: I Love You But.
Harry's POV
The song ends, but our lips are still attached to each other.
It's not a make out, it's still a soft, soothing kiss to ourselves.
Taylor parted first, ending the connection with our lips. I open my eyes, and I see her face near mine, smiling and blushing, making me smile back.
"And that was it folks! It got steamy a tad, I'm sorry for that." Ed jokes and the party laughed.
"But aye! The party's over. If you didn't know, it's actually 12:01 as I speak. So I guess goodnight?" Ed says, and 'aww's were heard.
Taylor removes her arms from me, and steps back. She must've done that because people were passing by and rushing out.
Within two minutes, there weren't any guests left. It was just the crew, Ed, and us.
"Umm, do you wanna come to my house and stay there 'til morning. You know, not do other stuff that won't make us sleep but," she takes a gulp, and I understand what she meant.
"just... sleep!" She finishes her speech nervously.
"Why are you nervous?" I smirk teasingly. "I'm not nervous." She says innocently, looking down and blushing while playing with her skirt.
I laugh at her cuteness as she looks up.
"Oh shut up." She says, slapping me jokingly.
"Shut up and what?" I say seriously, coming near her.
"Shut up and kiss me?" She says, more of a question.
"We have a winner." I say flirtatiously and connect our lips once more, feeling more energy in this one.
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We walk into her apartment and closed the door shut as we hear our own giggling and Taylor's little kisses on my neck every ten seconds.
I sit her down on the couch and sat myself down as well, her legs around my torso.
"Hey Harry, you know what?" She says, giggling like an insane person.
"What?" I ask her, taking a nut from my 'Nuts4Nuts'.
"I." She pecks my right cheek.
"Love." She pecks my left cheek now.
"You." She finally pecks my lips and I smile, remembering that she's also an idiot-like me.
She giggles once more like an asylum patient and gets two nuts from me.
It goes on for that for a minute, as I stare at her in oddness.
But she suddenly lowers to silence, like she remembered something.
"But I can't." She suddenly says seriously in sadness. "I-I can't be in love with you." She says, her eyes filled with panic.
"What are you talking about, why?" I ask, as if I'm dumbfounded about it.
"It all goes like this." She positions herself.
"I already have a boyfriend, I'm sorry. His name is Matt. Edward Matthew Mayer. He wasn't related to John in any way." She laughs slightly.
"He has blue eyes like I do.
But the thing is, he's a pap, so we kinda fell in love secretly. But you know what, I love him so much. That's what makes it confusing. Because just last night, I made love with Ed." She admits, looking into my eyes, expecting me to understand. But actually, I didn't know how to feel.
"It just kinda happened. I didn't want to tell him, since it would hurt him. He didn't deserve all this. He helped me in my skateboarder accident, now I'm the one hurting him when he never did." She pauses, making me more guilty and disappointed at the same time.
"And now, I just don't know what to do with my life right now. I never expected myself to be a two timer. I can't fall in love with you AGAIN. That would just be insane. But I love insane, it amazes me. Yet again, I have a boyfriend.
I'm sorry, Harry, you deserve a better woman in your life, that might not be me honestly."
She sighs, and I just blankly stare at the wall, processing everything she said.
She cheated on me? Well, she cheated on Matt, but it's almost the same scenario.
She kicked me out just for Ed? That's impossible, she'd never do that, unless she had to.
"Harry, are you okay? Was it too much for you?" She asks worriedly.
I gulp and play with my thumbs, sweating with air conditioning on.
"But Taylor," I pause.
"I'm Matt." I say, and I could tell that my life was over.
-•-•-•
Hi guys! I'm really sorry for the short-ish update, but this part is actually warming up to the next part of the book, since I've reached Chapter 20.
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