Chapters of my life

Chapter 1 - the begining

" let's go sweetie " a voice behind me said but I couldn't recognise it , I wasn't even able to recognise anyone who attended the funeral

All I was looking at was the tombs sinking further in the ground and all I was hearing was the tears of the friends , family and people whom I have never met once in my life

" Ashley honey , we need to leave it's getting colder by the minute " another voice said

" I am fine " I was no looking at the tombstone

" We can't jus...." Again she said
" I said i am fine , please go " i finally looked at them , it was aunt Stacey and my cousin rosy
they were astonished by my sudden outburst , I wouldn't blame them no one has ever seen me raising my voice

My mum would glare at me if I accidentally raised my voice no matter what was the situation she would always tell me " we are British , we are the fisters , we have to keep it classy "

" We could stay , it's alright ' aunt Stacey mumbled , she doesn't get it I wanna stay alone

I starting walking towards away from the cemetery , away from any human being

" Ashley ,the parking lot is in the other direction " rosy shouted

" I will walk it from here , I wanna be alone " I kept on walking away

"But..." Aunt Stacey started

" Mother , just leave her " rosy interrupted and I was grateful for that

I kept on waking for hours , soaked by the rain which hasn't stopped for the last couple of hours .. I have always loved the rain but not when it's dark and when you are alone , I could see the lights in my house from miles away

Why would they even come to our
house ? My parents house ? It's not like they ever did care about us , we would just meet at our monthly family gathering .. Have a nice dinner and chat about politics or football and then leave .. That's it

I rang the door as I was too exhausted to get my keys out of my small black clutch

A couple of seconds and aunt Stacey opened the door standing behind her , her husband Ron and rosy

" Thank goodness you are okay , I was worried to dea... " She stopped herself but it was already too late

" Well you are alive , aren't you " I harshly stated and walked away

" Did Maggie come ? " I looked back

" No " rosy mumbled

" but she called , she tried to call yo.." Aunt Stacey rushed

" I don't care " I interrupted her and walked away

" I am gonna take a shower , or are you planning on staying the night ? " I said while waking up the stairs not leaving them a chance to reply

" What the hell is wrong with her?" Aunt Stacey started crying

" She is not being herself mother , she hasn't even cried at all " rosy replied

I sighed and closed the bathroom
door .. Never wanting the news to sink in