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Pilot

My world is an ocean
I see you in tides
Settling devotion
Make a girl's eyes wide
Notice a year's passed
I'm still clinging onto you
You're moving on
Just like I told you to

But this ain't what I want, this ain't what I want
Baby, change your mind, change it all up
Fall back to my arms, hold onto my heart
I want you, I want your love

Baby, I don't need you
Baby, I just want to
Miss the times when I was all you had
Sun sinking down, past curfew
Sneaking out to the back room
I'd kiss you, now I never will, it's too bad
What a waste, and a shame, but I'll love you anyhow

My world is a jungle
I hear you in lonesome howls
Settled in the abandoned nest
I closed myself out
Haven't reached toward you
Nor towards any light of sort
I'm okay here
Until I'm not anymore

But this ain't what I want, this ain't what I want
Baby, change your mind, change it all up
Fall back to my arms, hold onto my heart
I want you, I want your love

Baby, I don't need you
Baby, I just want to
Miss the times when I was all you had
Sun sinking down, past curfew
Sneaking out to the back room
I'd kiss you, now I never will, it's too bad
What a waste, and a shame, but I'll love you anyhow

This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want
Baby, change your mind, change it all up
This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want

This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want
This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want
Fall back to my arms, hold onto my heart
This ain't what I want

Baby, I don't need you
Baby, I just want to
Miss the times when I was all you had
Sun sinking down, past curfew
Sneaking out to the back room
I'd kiss you, now I never will, it's too bad
Baby, I don't need you
Baby, I just want to
Miss the crimes and fights, I was never mad
Moon rising up, I'm alone
You've forgotten all those phone calls
I'd tease you but that's something I can't do now, how sad
What a waste, and a shame, but I'll love you anyhow

This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want
This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want
This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want
This ain't what I want, this ain't what I want