Songs I Write | IV

Bitter Disruptions

I keep breaking your heart and leaving it scarred
I don't know where we are, I don't wanna leave but I don't wanna stay here and tear you apart

Honey, you are my morning and evening star
You are

So if it's time to throw out my things and imagine your life without my interruptions
My bitter disruptions
Holy water falling out of your angel eyes, I don't know why you ever gave me your time of night, guess shit happens
My bitter disruptions

I keep breaking my soul trying to make it work, trying to make me feel whole
I don't know, I don't know, where we're going to go, should I stay with you or stay alone?

Honey, you are my morning and evening star
You are everything to me, every fucking thing, every fucking thing, oh

So if it's time to throw out my things and imagine your life without my interruptions
My bitter disruptions
Holy water falling out of your angel eyes, I don't know why you ever gave me your time of night, guess shit happens
My bitter disruptions

I change my mind at 2am
I want you then I don't, it's confusing
I know, I know, I hate to put you in this position
I know, 'cause I know, yeah I know, of my troublesome disposition
I change my mind before every day ends
I need you but I won't let you know about it
I know you don't know how I'm feeling, I'm unfairly wishing you had the intuition
No, I know, I convince myself to believe the worst 'cause I'm so sick with self-suspicion

So if it's time to throw out my things and imagine your life without my interruptions
My bitter disruptions
Holy water falling out of your hazel eyes, I don't know why you ever gave me your time or try, guess shit happens
My bitter disruptions

Go, it's time to throw out my things and imagine your life without my interruptions
My bitter disruptions
My ghost haunting you and I, my state of mind, I don't know why you ever gave me your time, guess shit happens
My bitter disruptions

I change my mind at 2am
I want you then I don't, it's confusing
I know, I know, I hate to put you in this position
I know, 'cause I know, yeah I know, of my troublesome disposition
No, I know, I convince myself to believe the worst 'cause I'm so sick with self-suspicion
Please listen, I don't know if I'm right or wrong, I hate to make assumptions
Guess shit happens, shit happens