Songs I Write | IV

I'm Stupid Enough

He'll leave me with an ache comfortably
He won't cry, won't apologise when I'm wanting to make it right so terribly
I wanna run to him and scream in his face
Just to wake him up, push him toward the better place
Where I could reach out and he'd reach back
'Cause when I reach out he doesn't react

I want love
Not someone to say "I'm through" to
I wanna be loved
Not by somebody to say I'm stupid enough 'cause I want you
'Cause I want you

He lets me think I'm not enough
When he ghosts, tells me to go, it's always my fault
I get sad and I know it
He won't let me forget, and he says it's okay sometimes, but the rest of it all, he'll let me fall, I don't know what to say anymore, no, no

I want love
Not someone to say "I'm through" to
I wanna be loved
Not by somebody to say I'm stupid enough 'cause I want you
'Cause I want you

I've been torn apart, I've been torn again
I have tried to fight the feeling but then
You'll say another "got to go" or "can't be asked"
And all I think is what the hell are we supposed to be if you don't even want me around much?

I want love
Not someone to say "I'm through" to
I wanna be loved
Not by somebody to say I'm stupid enough 'cause
I want love
Not someone to say "I'm through" to
I wanna be loved
Not by somebody to say I'm stupid enough 'cause I want you
Because I want you