Songs I Write | IV

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Dreaming about an everlasting love
Planning out the years for two as one
Making all the room for my petite stature
Now with whom you left my heart to fend and fracture

Getting hooked then cutting loose
Were we in love or just confused?
I know I never used to feel this shame
Building up an expectation makes us lonely in the worst of ways
'Cause without you, I'll never feel the same

Not to say that I'm not happy, or anything but
But you and I had secrets, thought it would've eaten you up
Yet here you are, fully smiling, posing, prancing, wining, dining
With whom you left me for, in the silence

Getting hooked then cutting loose
Were we in love or just confused?
I know I never used to feel this shame
Building up an expectation makes us lonely in the worst of ways
'Cause without you, I'll never feel the same

Getting hooked, cutting loose
Were we in love, no, just confused
I know I'll never get used to this pain
Building up my reputation, I've been too lonely in the best of places
'Cause after you, I've never felt the same

I've yet to feel the same
I'll never ever feel the same
After you
After you, and I know it won't change
But I'll be good after you someday