Songs I Write | IV

Blur

I like to say I have it figured out
I like to say I know how I feel
I'd like to claim the naivety and the innocence
I'd like to play the victim and blame you for my own hurt
It hurts

And I know it's my fault, and I know I'm bad
And I know you're no good, and I know we're sad
And we're better off apart but I want you so much
I broke it and I know it's my fault, all I can do is watch

I pretend I have you figured out
I pretend that it doesn't mean what it does
'Cause if I told you how much I need you
I don't want you to figure out, poking 'round wounds that I can't bear to touch

And I know it's my fault, and I know I'm bad
And I know you're no good, and I know we're sad
And we're better off apart but I want you so much
I broke it and I know it's my fault, all I can do is watch

All I wanna do is scream at you
Tell you turn around and look at me
I want you to hear my cries and stare in my eyes
All I wanna do is scream at you
Tell you you're the only one for me
I want you to understand I cannot bear the thought of losing you, but I know that it's right
And as much as I want to tell you this, and I might
I know I shouldn't, and I have to bear tonight

And I know it's my fault, and I know I'm bad
And I know you're no good, and I know we're sad
And we're better off apart but I want you so much
I broke it and I know it's my fault, all I can do is
Know it's my fault, I'm obsessed with what we had
And I know you're no good, and I know it's sad
And we're better off apart and you want to revert to what we were
We broke it and I know it's gone, all I can do is watch you blur